I'm in "low vibration" mode today. I'm trying to resist from using /typing a "word" but this "word" is slowing escaping out through my finger tips............okay.........here it comes............
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
for no reason at all but to hate, and I havn't even left the house yet. I even got a bit of lovin, coffee, and sex in this morning. Still feel empty though. It all right because its all for the sake of my experiment. Has to do with chi, the collective conscious, and high, elevating levels of seratonin produced naturally, and widespread from person to person through kindness. It's hard work so I guess I should expect to feel drained from time to time. Well I guess I just need to take a day off from the energy lab today and let the hate out. Maybe that will counterbalance the 2000, well maybe 200 people I infected with love yesterday.
Well at least I found my favorite song by Underworld, "Two Months Off". lyrics below....And at least I do well with transforming energy into light so here goes an attempt to deactivate the hate.
"you bring light in...
to a dark place
walking in light
glowing walking in light
gold ring around you
the hues of you
the golden sunlight of you
you bring light in...
cool wind following
following after you
rising for you
your skin beautiful
everything comes natural
fantastic fan
rocking rocking floating"
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
for no reason at all but to hate, and I havn't even left the house yet. I even got a bit of lovin, coffee, and sex in this morning. Still feel empty though. It all right because its all for the sake of my experiment. Has to do with chi, the collective conscious, and high, elevating levels of seratonin produced naturally, and widespread from person to person through kindness. It's hard work so I guess I should expect to feel drained from time to time. Well I guess I just need to take a day off from the energy lab today and let the hate out. Maybe that will counterbalance the 2000, well maybe 200 people I infected with love yesterday.
Well at least I found my favorite song by Underworld, "Two Months Off". lyrics below....And at least I do well with transforming energy into light so here goes an attempt to deactivate the hate.
"you bring light in...
to a dark place
walking in light
glowing walking in light
gold ring around you
the hues of you
the golden sunlight of you
you bring light in...
cool wind following
following after you
rising for you
your skin beautiful
everything comes natural
fantastic fan
rocking rocking floating"
don't let my hate infect you.
i burned your cd with your super secret songs on it.
sorry bout havin to jet off this morning,the coffee was fabulous and will keep me going all day long.
i got stuff to do around the house today but if you're off early (or later)stop by and i'll dick you down proper.
pash is flyin in on thursday,so we'll have another night together if you want.
don't let that ex of mine get you down,she's off the list and aint getting cock from me anytime soon.