Bleeding through and Himsa AND the Red chord were completely amazing last night.... I had never seen the Red Chord but had always wanted to, and they didn't let me down.....the night was just great, oh and then I made a complete idiot out of myself in front of katie....I was so stoked about meeting her I couldn't think of anything else to talk about...
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Hip hop hurray ho......its Bleeding through and Himsa tonight and I'm so excited... wish I had someone to take.....So apparently theres supposed to be some big stupid fight tonight....well fricken great....just what I need to enjoy a show.....some bastard with his football jersey number branded into his arm killing kids in the mosh pit.....well I couldn't give two shits.....well hopefully it will still be a...
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Well I think I've made a break through with what I think I want to do when I grow up.....I want to solve murders....yeah you've watched silence of the lambs one to many times you might say, but I feel a calling to it, and I feel I can do something, I'll be damned if Im some flat foot cop....I just want to jump right...
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This world is purely just a hell dimension, there is no good in it whatsoever.....whenever you find one thing that is good it will turn bad no matter what...why is it that nothing can stay good forever.... I mean we all die, so I can respect that life is not forever, that would suck, This world is full of thieves and vagrants, murderers, rapists, and...
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When I heard about suidcide girls, and I went to the sight, I saw a great group of girls, that to me seem the most realistic people I have ever seen, I don't know any of them, nor do any of them know me, I pay my 9 a month so I can hear about their interesting stories about everyday life, good or bad, sad...
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Holy shit who would have thought that getting a motorcycle was such an ordeal.....I haven't really been able to ride it freely yet and all the damned red tape is holding me up what the hell gives? Im not lazy its just so much work to be able to go from point a to b and the fact that I could die the first ride...
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I am sick of rain....I want the sun to shine...and shine and shine and shine and shine.. 
Today I felt pride, hate, ugly, unkind, brave, funny (funny haha not funny looking), untouchable, unfair, ready to die for the right reasons, the possibility of inflicting pain, vengeance, my blood running hot and then cold .............................................................. It is only when we forget all our learning that we begin to know. - Henry David Thoreau
Is it so hard to find a friend......no a true friend, a friend that would not only kill for you but would die for you as well.....I feel I am this type of friend everyday but to everybody.....and I don't feel ......well I don't feel.....I just know its the right thing to do for another....I mean I have friends.....but a man named Napolean once said...
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faith:
The smile you left me is the one I always prefer to the large yellow blob that is so often posted here () and so I just gravitated to it immediately. I'm glad I'm here it's kindof homey and I like the feel and I definately can relate to your current state of mind. I know exactly what it is like to be around a room full of people and have none of them really see you at all.
People only see what thay want to, they look at parts and pieces and and create their own idea of who you are despite the person in front of them. You are right in that all you have is yourself and that concept is very hard for me to deal with...I accept it but deep down it frightens me to the core and I feel immediately reduced back into a child lost in the woods.
I'm going to do something very out of character for me because I never recommend music but I came apon a song last night that I haven't herd in years and although you may totally hate the band (I'm not crazy about them) please endulge my odd belief in things happening for a reason and try to look it up it's Holding on by VNV nation off of their Solitary album. I'm serious You will never see me again suggest music and I really don't know why I'm doing it know but I am.
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) and so I just gravitated to it immediately. I'm glad I'm here it's kindof homey and I like the feel and I definately can relate to your current state of mind. I know exactly what it is like to be around a room full of people and have none of them really see you at all.
People only see what thay want to, they look at parts and pieces and and create their own idea of who you are despite the person in front of them. You are right in that all you have is yourself and that concept is very hard for me to deal with...I accept it but deep down it frightens me to the core and I feel immediately reduced back into a child lost in the woods.
I'm going to do something very out of character for me because I never recommend music but I came apon a song last night that I haven't herd in years and although you may totally hate the band (I'm not crazy about them) please endulge my odd belief in things happening for a reason and try to look it up it's Holding on by VNV nation off of their Solitary album. I'm serious You will never see me again suggest music and I really don't know why I'm doing it know but I am.
{{{hugs}}}
Demons do exist.........they are physical beings that hurt people on a daily basis, and you can't see them unless your really looking or unless you've had to deal with them face to face and by that time its too late... I met one such demon though he is one of many he is just as dangerous as the next, his name was "White", and when...
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Well its kind of late and I should be in bed kung fuing the hell out of this crap that I have, Yeah and maybe if I truly wish hard enough I can also get a ton of money, friends that are real, a girlfriend that isn't psycho for once, and a job that I could truly say I enjoy going to everyday........I for one...
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What in the world is wrong with me, never been this sick before, Im actually going to the doctors today 
I despise the doctors, well despite that I hate being sick worse, nothing else is really going on here, kicking a roomate out for no rent, that and he just takes off for days when he owes us money, its funny but it gets old,...
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I despise the doctors, well despite that I hate being sick worse, nothing else is really going on here, kicking a roomate out for no rent, that and he just takes off for days when he owes us money, its funny but it gets old,... Read More