uglydante

Theres this girl that hurts me the most, and I still wait for her,.. her reply is that she still feels the love she used to feel.... so filled with rage with how she acts, I almost hate her.......my only love, created by my only hate..

More content to walk barefoot on coals then to feel the fresh cool breeze of the feelings inside......it only hurts when I breathe.

Millions of moments pass us by but we always seem to want that certain one that never comes.

All in all not a bad day....sun was out....tears kept in....

My breath loses its rhythm as I feel for the black feathered wings that have been torn from my back.

The eclipse was nice.....I heard someone call it a blood moon, how poetic.....I may watch way too much sci fi but isn't something like that supposed to be all prophecy like and some apocalyptic ordeal occur? Well glad it didn't happen.....well besides that nothing great happened today....found that more friends are leaving soon.....going back to boise....maybe I should leave too....oh yeah moving to Portland.....any room...
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well what are we going to do ...its worth not a thought to think of such things that co exist between one or more friendships, hurting doesn't only make it worthwhile. hurting isn't worthwhile....hate is not worthwhile....only being one with yourself can you begin to know what hate is, am I capable of drawing first blood, am I going to kill someday what will I...
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So I'm definately moving to Portland either during or right after summer....Its going to great I'm going to do it all out or die trying....hopefully it won't come to that but you know....went to Starz last night...still nothing really cool happening there same ol same ol....ok wait there were these two bleach blondes in black latex that danced at the same time...they were so hot....one...
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Hi, probably my bestest friend is moving away to San Diego....I understand though , theres nothing here for her anyway....she said that she almost kissed me the other night at a punk rock prom we went to....but she said she chickened out...Kind of glad cause I was drunk and I would have tasted like shit..... but I miss her already....but Im so happy for her....cause...
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Well well well....another Friday night at home,.....no date, and friends are all out of town or have to work tomorrow....Haven't smoked all day think I'll go out and have one with a glass of Smoking Loon Merlot......anyone join me? Yeah I thought so.....it was so nice today...hope it stays that way tomorrow....supposed to be going to Portland but maybe not.....it'd be nice to get away...
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Well I think I really need to put a face with the name....I just don't take good pictures.....well that being that I just don't show up on film or have a reflection....ha......just kidding. I don't have any good ones besides from when I was a kid.......So I need to find a good picture ASAP....well hopefully it won't display my "Ugly D" namesake....well I guess no...
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Im sure we all ask ourselves somepoint in time when will we meet that special someone in our lives....we listen to the depressing songs, sit back with a glass of merlot and just wonder when their going to find us...I thought maybe I should just go out and look, Well Im in the wrong town for that....then I thought I should just stop looking, but...
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