tyrellhimself

I need a drink...
Its been a long week. I "parted ways" with my employer last week. a week ago tomorrow, actually. I've spent the week drinking, watching movies, and playing Table Tennis...
I bought a Ping Pong table. Its nice.
I hate writing here. I know no one even reads what I write, but I need to get it out, I guess.
I come here thinking that I'll find someone who understands me. I write so someone will notice me.
I feel so alone. I can't stop it.
When I get sad, I stop feeling sad and be awesome instead. I'm trying, but its really hard.
I'm going to curl up on my couch with a glass of scotch, a cigar, and watch Monty Python's Meaning of Life.
Goodnight.
-TH