Monday Sep 17, 2007

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ok, its been a long time but my life as been all over the place. i was supposed to move to england but had money trouble and as much as i want to move so i can dance i just can't afford anything. it sucks being poor, it sucks more though to be poor and be working your ass off all the time. and now i have to go pay for community college before midnight because i star that next monday.

yay for life!

i wish i could stop being so misserable. i wish everything would just change, if someone could just change it all.

and as my tattoo states...god damn there divas!

tatianadanielle:
Oh don't be misserable.
noend:
A dancers life is generally a poor life, monetarily, but fucking worth it. So keep heart and just find a way to make it happen. May take time but if you don't lose sight it'll arrive. Not easy, but at a certain point all yur friends start to exclaim to you what a great life you have and they wish they could do all the things you do. They all have steady jobs, security, insurance, homes, kids in private schools, therapists, SUV's, groceries, and what-not and then they covet our lives of.... Well anyways...sorry i can't change it all, but i can say do what you love, make it work. Am i happy and comfy? well, i am for the next month as i am working on a show that ends Feb. 24th. Then?? That's how it goes.

Lovely self portraits by the way.

I think you'll be all right.
let me know.

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