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So I am finally at peace with myself Sean Ryan Tiffany Lauren Taylor. I accept the fact that I'm both masculine and feminine. I truly wish I was a genetic female but there is a big enough portion of my life that is beneficial to me staying male and for the time being I can accept that and I'm actually truly happy with this situation right now. With my family and friends knowing about my transgenderism I don't feel like I'm hiding anything. I can go out as Sean or I can go out as Tiffany on any given day and that feels good knowing that I have the freedom to do both. Its beneficial for me to stay as I am a man that has a lot of estrogen running through his/her system. I like women way more then men so in that department it will be better for me. I also can be open about my feminine side as well from the begging and know where things are going. Because of this I can keep the confidence in myself and pursue relationships. The reason I've come to this conclusion is simply from the fact that If i deny my male side to become stereotypically feminine then I won't be any happier then I was before I started this whole process. I'm still going to take my hormones and still do the electrolysis but I now have the daily option of being who I feel like being on that day and I'm okay with that. I am me and thats all that matters

On the girl front we were going to hang out again saturday but she had a death in the family and I won't be able to. I asked if there was anything I could do she told me no but i left open that i'm here for her if she needs anything.

Love you all,

Tiffany Lauren Sean Ryan Taylor

It feels so incredibly awesome to fully be myself and accept who I am. This all can change at anypoint in my life I'm sure but for the time being this works for me.