Well been crazy for the past few days. I gotta quit drinkin so much. Oh well live fast, die, young. So I been thinkin about my ex tellin my self I hate her and the next minute wondering why we seperated. Yu ever loved someone so much you hate them. Someone today told me that was impossible to have to feelings at the same time but for some strange reason I can feel them both at the same time. I'm fucked 