GOOD BYE CRUEL WORLD IM LEAVING YOU TODAY,

GOOD BYE, GOOD BYE

Its time for me to go. I'll will miss this place, but i'm not here enough anymore.

Nicole Lee and Aries you rock my world!!!

Babygirl you rock VIVA LAS VEGAS!!!!

TO my friend(s) GODSPEED

I can be reached via email: chopperfucker@verizon.net

I've been reading, reading way too much anymore. Its a good thing. It helps me fight off the demons. You know those guys sitting on my shoulder telling me to drink and be merry.

I ve been gambling a lot lately. Its good for the psyche. I just started reading the "bible" aka "The System" I love Texas Hold'em and intend on improving my game....
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DETOXING SUX Yeah i went AWOL I needed to seclude myself from everything. I leave for the LBC in a month. Good times Good friends. I'm love sick!!! Serenity now Serenity now.

Oh yeah the FUCKING STEELERS are 3-1 and in first place of their division. Stick that in your fucking pipe and smoke it.

YEah so i just fucked up majorly. Fell off the wagon pretty hard gee imagine that. Not even 2 weeks and BAM!!! Got some pretty bad news today so its a good excuse. GOD just keeps give my blows to the balzak!!! OH well I live by this now:

"The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past,...
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I really hate my job. I wish you could get paid for sleeping!!! Sleep what i so desperately need. After many restless nights i begin to start hallucinating things. Kinda makes you feel like you are tripping or something. Its wierd. I"m supposed to go to Reading Pa this weekend for the Drag races. It should be fun but staying on the wagon is going...
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Today I went & bought myself a bottle,
Like we used to do,
Reminded me of you.

Today I saw a train roll by the river,
Blowing off the steam,
Reminded me of me.

That?s when I threw the bottle in the river.
That?s when I started running for the train.

There?s nothing that you need I can?t deliver,
Carry me away, carry me away....
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you ever heard the story, of mister faded glory
say he who rides the pony must someday fall
i been talkin to my alter it says life is what you make it
and if you make it death well rest your soul away, away, away
it's a broken kinda feelin, should have to tie me to the ceiling
a bad moons-a-comin better say your prayers...
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me and my girl we got this relationship
i love her so bad but she treats me like
on lock down like a penetentury
she spreads her lovin all over and when she gets home theres none left for me

summertime and the livin's easy
bradley's on the microphone with ras m.g.
all the people in the dance will agree
that we're well qualified to...
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I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery...
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DAMN!! Haven't been here doing the journal thing. I felt i needed to take a much needed break from the internet for a few days. Got pissed over some "Rumors" all about the he said she said bullshit!!! I love how one thing gets turned completely around in full 180 swing because of people wanting to hear only what they want too. You say a...
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