tylerx

I've been reading, reading way too much anymore. Its a good thing. It helps me fight off the demons. You know those guys sitting on my shoulder telling me to drink and be merry.

I ve been gambling a lot lately. Its good for the psyche. I just started reading the "bible" aka "The System" I love Texas Hold'em and intend on improving my game. I entered my first tournament ever and finished 34 of 110. PRetty damn good. I made 2 costly mistakes. Never again will that happen. I enter another tomorrow.

So lets see, I ve given up most of my vices. Its like lent however extended and my beliefs of god have grown further and further apart. I dont smoke, I dont drink I dont fuck anymore. Yes women are evil. "Im just a sucker with no self esteem" LOL If i could give up gambling, pornography and masturbation I might make it to the pearly gates. But I dont really believe in them anymore.

LA in less than 20 days. NO LOVE PARTY at the LBC Long Beach California. Jesse and the WCC CREW went all out this year. FU MANCHU, DAS CLOWN, MANIC HISPANIC AND ONE OF MY FAVORITES SMUT PEDDLERS. Punking the hizzay!!!!

going to be off the hook. Sorry I dont update more often I dont have time I deleted some friends also

peace im out I need to mentally prepare for tomorrow. its a psychological game