tylerx

okay did i take Crystal meth on Sunday or just drink too much Mt Dew. I can't remember because im soooo fucking delirious from lack of sleep. I love torturing my body. Its bad enough the weekends are non-stop but these weekdays are killing me. I Lost myself in the gym last night. just kinda gazed at the ceiling like a deer in headlights. I got light headed and thought I was going to drop right to the floor. Today I think i shall try napping when I get home. although I can tell already its not going ot work. I crave nicotine and im going through withdrawals!!!!! I was a nicotine whore then i quit cold turkey. I'm sure I"ll be smoking again by the weekend. Nothing like a fat camel wide to cure ya.

"These words I write keep me from total madness"-Charles Bukowski