tylendal

i'm losing my mind, or is it already gone?
i wonder...., oh well
so anyways, i got a bomb ass job working for the scripps research institute(http://www.scripps.edu)! yay me! where i'll be making double what i was in the navy, woo hoo! that's $40,000 a year plus full benefits, which is awesome considering i got kicked out of the navy for crystal meth, which i highly recommend you don't do as much as i did, it was a bad scene, but you'll all be glad to know i'm meth free for one month. woo hoo!, i'm starting to realise that when you're as weird as i am, who needs drugs? my struggle for normalcy has been lifelong, and i've been losing the whole time, so drugs are fast becoming not a part of my life, but they'll always be there, like the mother that i no longer have, and never had, anyways, soon, i'll have my own place, with no roomies!!! which is big news for me, because i've never had a place to call my own, all my own, i'm excited, lol, and lot's of wonderful new things are to follow, for those of you who give a shit, if i can get my shit together, i'll be playing some gigs in the san diego area with my current and soon-to-be-ex roommate jarad a-love johnston, and yes that is his real middle name, lol, it says it on his birth certificate, i'll post the dates and such later, but these being my first real gigs, i'll probably suck out loud, but hey, it's the thought that counts, and my buddy jarad will take the attention from my horrid beats with his jazzy guitar and crooning voice, it's gonna be like massive attack meets john mayer, or something, lol provided i can get some more material laid out in two weeks, but i start work on monday so it's like spaz time on the real, i so busy i feel like i'm tweaking again, lol, well, that's enough of my shitty life for now, check again later where i will reveal the secrets to life