tylendal

well, another day down, not many more to go, i'll be in san diego soon, dunno what i'll do there, first order of business is get a place to stay, and then a job, and then a car, in that order, after some much needed R&R and some time to let my wounded soul heal, and start figureing out what it's like living my life for me, and my ideals, and standing on my own two, for once, instead of being a slave to my overbearing parents, and then all of ours's overprotective big brother, it'll be interesting to say the least, and yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I dunno if I shall ever come back, oh japan, i'll see again, but this life of pain and silent suffering, and clinging to the tattered, pink remains of hope that someday, i wil lbe free to make-up my own mind, and fear not the ever so dire consequences of my insolence with life, and living beings, and my disdain for those that kiss ass, and bend their wills, and their souls into the shaping and developement of their superiors, that they neglect their own, forgetting that they have a soul of their own to shape and nurture and better, instead pouring all of thier efforts in someone else's, someone who could give a shit less about them and their efforts, until they stop giving 110% and then they notice, and that's when you get in trouble, well, enough of my rambling, later lufyabye
ja ne ^_^