tyldurden

Enter me.

I found out today that I'm trapped in my own head.. if it came down to it, I'd have to fashion my life after "Notes from Underground" although it wouldn't be fashioned.. since I breathe it. Like most things, only with yearnings for Amelie.. and fairy tales where not thinking is easy.. and slipping into analyzing pixels of the universe is a laughable concept. I guess I should settle down from these higher concepts.. hehe.. those that read will scoff at that. Everyone scoffs at higher concepts.. base... thats what we desire.. high concepts make people nervous. Wreck the body mind and soul to reap the rewards of accomplishing no goals. And continue on without hope. Of course theres always hope... and thats the paradox.. that man can do anything but for lack of doing it. Anything.. and it isnt something you need to believe. No. its much worse than that.. its a fact for which life mirrors itself and tries to smash it with every whim of careless thought. You just had one. So did I. I am talking to no one. And I usually talk to so many people and say nothing.. blah blah.. I know.. blah blah.