I'm in a quiet mood right now. Don't feel like posting, don't have much to say. I'm leading a life of inner contemplation, deciding what parts of myself I want to keep. and what parts of myself I want to purge. My cat is purring against my belly, and I am at peace.
I am searching for the resolve to steer my life in a better direction. I've been wandering aimlessly for years. Even picking a direction at random and sticking to it would be an improvement. Unless that direction is off a short pier. Although swimming is fun...
One thing I've been think of is truly embracing bachelorhood, instead of moping over all the love I'm not... Read More
Yes. I was thinking the other day... when you are in your twenties, you experience these new and amazing things, all these moments for the first time, and think, "this is life!" By the time you get to your thirties, you start thinking, "Oh, no. All that other shit in between, that is life."
Lately, I am acutely aware of the word rut. It is a slow acting but deadly poison.
I'm not sure that I would ever call myself a hippie, but I took the test anyway, because I do share some of the characteristics:
You scored as New Age Hippie. You're a hippie, allright, but you're a hippie according the the standards set by the original hippies. It's good, though, because they were on to something! You care about peace, and that's what we... Read More