tygerblade

I find that I have yet again blown off my New Year's resolution to write more. It's quite vexing!! I honestly do have alot of talent in that area, not that most of you will ever get a chance to witness it. The bottom line though is that writing has become an obligation and a chore for me, and not even at the top of my list. I want to write, and yet there is also a part of me that actually despises writing, and avoids it at all costs.

Writing is supposed to be a joy. Or if nothing else, at least a necessity, for us writer types. Almost all sucessful writers write because they have to in order to function--being sucessful is just a lucky bonus. It used to be like that for me too, years ago. But it is no longer. I mourn it's loss.