On vacation. Going deep into the primative wilds of North Carolina, where the natives only connect with...[shudder]...56 kbps modems...the horror....
I'm going back to college next year. I'm picking out my classes now. I got my degree back in '93, so now it's all for fun. Maybe I'll take Beginning Life Drawing...
unravled:
I've taken several drawing classes. They're a lot of fun.
redheadedleague:
Cool.
I recommend drawing - it clears the mind, it really helped me with other studies.
I recommend drawing - it clears the mind, it really helped me with other studies.
Earlier this week I spoke my mind about depression on two different websites. I was depressed at the time, but I worked my way through it by communicating my emotions to the world outside of my own mind. The response I got from my friends caring and well meant. But I think I detect some confusion, particularly since many of you don't know the context...
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Tonight I am the most depressed I have ever been.
I am too depressed to cry. I am too depressed to masterbate. I am too depressed to act, in any way, shape or form. I am too depressed to feel.
Why? It doesn't matter why. Reasons are stupid. There are no reasons. You try to reason with depression, and you can't. The chemicals in my...
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I am too depressed to cry. I am too depressed to masterbate. I am too depressed to act, in any way, shape or form. I am too depressed to feel.
Why? It doesn't matter why. Reasons are stupid. There are no reasons. You try to reason with depression, and you can't. The chemicals in my...
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unravled:
I've felt more than once that my dog is the only one who cares. Have you considered seeing a doctor? Sometimes it helps where nothing else does.
redheadedleague:
Okay, no panic. You are right about cats though - well for me it's more dogs, but same difference.
I'm a Dilbert man myself, but Scott Adams is offering a free ebook on a different subject called God's Debris. It has very little comedy in it, unless you like laughing at the universe as much as I do, in which case it's hillarious. It doesn't quite match with my philosophy, but it does mesh well in interesting places...
melladoree:
thanks 
redheadedleague:
Sounds intriguing.
Good Night and Good Luck is an excellent jazz movie. It's also a cool documentary on what the news media was like before they were bought out by corporate conglomerates and got turned into paranoia machines. I often wonder what it would be like to turn on the television and find myself being educated about the world around me. It would have to be entertaining,...
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redheadedleague:
Excellent recommendation. I plan to see it over the holiday.
Happy Holloween from the overly warm depths of heck...
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redheadedleague:
Yeah, pretty much.
melladoree:
i do have to agree, but I think it is all a marketing ploy. If you have a cat you need a scratching post, the post gets all ugly and worn out in a short period of time, thus you will just have to buy a new one. See it is a new ending cycle!
I have a cardboard box that I let the cats go at. Works great!
Great so I now have no hopes of ever A. Recieving Flowers on Valentines day; B. If I do get flowers it will be because said person just wants to fuck me AND C. Marrying a man that will be satisfied with just me.
I have a cardboard box that I let the cats go at. Works great!
Great so I now have no hopes of ever A. Recieving Flowers on Valentines day; B. If I do get flowers it will be because said person just wants to fuck me AND C. Marrying a man that will be satisfied with just me.
Every now and then, I poke my head out of my shell and notice that life is going on out there around me. There is music to drink, women to dance, and wine to spill in lickable droplets across delectible flesh. I see all that from a safe distance, and feel it's passion brush across my face like a hot wind. And then I withdraw...
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unravled:
Happy birthday!
You didn't burn down or anything, did you?
You didn't burn down or anything, did you?
redheadedleague:
Damn. Cool shot.
melladoree:
cute!
redheadedleague:
Good looking beasts.
I got a great fortune from my fortune cookie at the Mongolian BBQ today, particularly when you add the words "in bed" on the end, according to ancient chinese tradition. The fortune reads: "You have inehaustible wisdom and power." Ah, the fortune cookie gods know me so well...
melladoree:
that is a possibility BUT I will never tell!
HA HA HA nice fortune!
HA HA HA nice fortune!
redheadedleague:
That's an awesome one. I got a really bd one a couple years ago, "The light is always darkest before the dawn." (Yes, Wadsworth Longfellow is alive and well and writing fortune cookies.)
Mourning Lost Moments
I've been a bog of selfishness and self-pity lately. I apologize. The time has come for me to stop, because the people I love have greater pain than I, and they need me. So I put aside my own grief, and I will be there for them.
I have always dwelt in my own personal darkness, fumbling around in a fog of...
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I've been a bog of selfishness and self-pity lately. I apologize. The time has come for me to stop, because the people I love have greater pain than I, and they need me. So I put aside my own grief, and I will be there for them.
I have always dwelt in my own personal darkness, fumbling around in a fog of...
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redheadedleague:
Hell, if you can realize it and say, I'm not going to be like this, that more than most people can do.
happy holidays