So... life has a funny way of give you a nice good ol'fashioned mind fuck.
Why?
Because it can...
One day at a time has been my motto, for, oh, the last 3 months. I know that things never go as planned but I mean wow, did things happen I never expected. I have fucked up more than my fair share in my relationship. I...
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Why?
Because it can...
One day at a time has been my motto, for, oh, the last 3 months. I know that things never go as planned but I mean wow, did things happen I never expected. I have fucked up more than my fair share in my relationship. I...
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I pull up your drive and I lay on the horn.
Cling to the bottle thats keeping me warm.
Sweet whiskey Jesus I wish I werent born.
You get up to leave and you hear in the dark,
Those early evening arrows missing their mark.
Cause theyre out to get you, but they dont have the heart.
Youre just another one of last summers dreams,...
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Cling to the bottle thats keeping me warm.
Sweet whiskey Jesus I wish I werent born.
You get up to leave and you hear in the dark,
Those early evening arrows missing their mark.
Cause theyre out to get you, but they dont have the heart.
Youre just another one of last summers dreams,...
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ayres:
Un caldo de pollo??? Mmm estoy con tanto medicamento que un caldo de pollo me hace 
seguro!
seguro!
I'm lost... confused. Feeling alone, maybe because I am...
Things have gone from bad to worse. Life throwing everything and the kitchen sink. Part of me wants to shout out "Bring it on, you motherfuckin'-piece of shit-so-called deity. Give your worst!" The other part wants to hide in deep, dark place and never come out. So, which am I, the deviant one or the complacent...
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Things have gone from bad to worse. Life throwing everything and the kitchen sink. Part of me wants to shout out "Bring it on, you motherfuckin'-piece of shit-so-called deity. Give your worst!" The other part wants to hide in deep, dark place and never come out. So, which am I, the deviant one or the complacent...
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shambles:
I like to think i rock!!!
And thats quite a picture
I like to think i rock!!!
And thats quite a picture
ayres:
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what a picture........... ahhhhh pleasure, wanna be there... with that blue sky!
Well.................. we are strangers... for us to, indeed..................................................................... I will NEVER EVER understand me....
But I think thats the beauty of it all...
Por que mierda te escribi en ingles'?? Dios que dormida estoy. Necesito un asesino a sueldo para matar a mi jefe antes de que yo me ensucie las manos, de hecho estoy muy cerca... pardo hijo de una gran puta, el dia que me vaya de aca AIII que placer escupirle un ojo... hehehhe...
Por que YO tengo que trabajar para un pardo menemista? Bah, vos ni sabes lo que es pardo ni lo que es menemista seguro...
Me duele la capocha...
Well.................. we are strangers... for us to, indeed..................................................................... I will NEVER EVER understand me....
But I think thats the beauty of it all...
Por que mierda te escribi en ingles'?? Dios que dormida estoy. Necesito un asesino a sueldo para matar a mi jefe antes de que yo me ensucie las manos, de hecho estoy muy cerca... pardo hijo de una gran puta, el dia que me vaya de aca AIII que placer escupirle un ojo... hehehhe...
Por que YO tengo que trabajar para un pardo menemista? Bah, vos ni sabes lo que es pardo ni lo que es menemista seguro...
Me duele la capocha...
I am very slowly losing my grip of my own mind. I can feel it coming.
The
dark and bloody creature that lives in me; slowly rising, stretching,
raking its constantly blood claws on my soul. I feel helpless to stop
it.
Yet I cannot let it out, to wreck havoc on my life.
She pushes me, inch by inch, to the point in which...
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The
dark and bloody creature that lives in me; slowly rising, stretching,
raking its constantly blood claws on my soul. I feel helpless to stop
it.
Yet I cannot let it out, to wreck havoc on my life.
She pushes me, inch by inch, to the point in which...
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catiedid:
look out for you and you alone. don't give in to the rage. walk away. be the better person. be strong my friend.
ayres:
Mmm yo lo digo por vos, las relaciones asi de nocivas solo llevan a que vos te obsesiones, te vuelvas un celoso enfermo en la proxima relacion, un posesivo, que dejes de relacionarte con gente por el solo hecho de vivir para esa persona... ups... estoy escribiendo mi ex relacion! No se si coincidira, si bien mi ex no estaba con otras (porque sabia el potencial riesgo que corria de terminar con el endocraneo forrado en plomo), me mostraba los mails que sus ex le mandaban, o me enteraba asi de sorpresita en medio de un casamiento a 400 km de mi casa que la chica que era de su grupo de amigos, casada y con un hijo era esa ex amante de el, al que el hijo de ella le decia a el PAPA.
Que bonitas historias tengo para un martes a la maana!
Que bonitas historias tengo para un martes a la maana!
WTF?
She just spent twenty minutes on the phone with her sister talking about her sexual exploits back in Brazil, with me right next to her You know, if I repeated that in kind, the trouble Id get in Then she talks about how her and her guitar playing friend state that there are no men here in DC that you can have a good...
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She just spent twenty minutes on the phone with her sister talking about her sexual exploits back in Brazil, with me right next to her You know, if I repeated that in kind, the trouble Id get in Then she talks about how her and her guitar playing friend state that there are no men here in DC that you can have a good...
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ayres:
Estaba segura que te habia dejado un comentario... o simplemente me estoy volviendo loca... pero habia leido tu journal...
Consejo, cick in the ass a tu chica, por mas que la ames, no da que te banques este tipo de cosas.
Gracias por tu comentario
Consejo, cick in the ass a tu chica, por mas que la ames, no da que te banques este tipo de cosas.
Gracias por tu comentario
boo.... 
Random thoughts for today, Wednesday, July 28, 2004:
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Well, this was a bust...
How come I always have the most random thoughts throughout the day, but when I want to write them down, they disappear?
What I need is one of those small tape recorders, like reporters use.
At least I dont have to go to work tomorrow...
Forecast for today in DC:...
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Well, this was a bust...
How come I always have the most random thoughts throughout the day, but when I want to write them down, they disappear?
What I need is one of those small tape recorders, like reporters use.
At least I dont have to go to work tomorrow...
Forecast for today in DC:...
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ziggs:
i seriously hope u were kidding with the "14Grand" comment...
ayres:
Ya estoy de vuelta 
... quiero heredar una platita asi no trabajo mas!! Espero que mis familiares adinerados se acuerden de mi a la hora de la herencia!
Como estas?
Si, suerte qeu tengo a mis amigos externos, me hacen pasar el dia con una liviandad unica... pero me da pena no poder viajar todavia para ir a visitarlos a todos! Para eso quiero heredar platita!
... quiero heredar una platita asi no trabajo mas!! Espero que mis familiares adinerados se acuerden de mi a la hora de la herencia!
Como estas?
Si, suerte qeu tengo a mis amigos externos, me hacen pasar el dia con una liviandad unica... pero me da pena no poder viajar todavia para ir a visitarlos a todos! Para eso quiero heredar platita!
Mondays... I hate'em... But today not really.
Don't get me wrong, work sucked (fax machines went down... again
), weekend was not that, ooh wonderful, and the missus and I had another fight about how things suck and how I suck and she can't wait to be rid of me. That was friday. Saturday she got mad at me because I was not being nice...
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Don't get me wrong, work sucked (fax machines went down... again
), weekend was not that, ooh wonderful, and the missus and I had another fight about how things suck and how I suck and she can't wait to be rid of me. That was friday. Saturday she got mad at me because I was not being nice... Read More
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ayres:
Yo hincho un pedazo por brasil y otro por argentina, siempre es un dilema para mi... que sueo qeu tengo... no te puedo explicar.
Para mi Bielsa es un muerto de frio que se tiene que ir YA. Si bien tenemos buenos jugadores, tenemos un tecnico que no sabe meterles coraje a los jugadores. En Abondancieri se podia ver el miedo total del pobre tipo.
En fin, el football trae problemas!
Para mi Bielsa es un muerto de frio que se tiene que ir YA. Si bien tenemos buenos jugadores, tenemos un tecnico que no sabe meterles coraje a los jugadores. En Abondancieri se podia ver el miedo total del pobre tipo.
En fin, el football trae problemas!
barbiq:
ideas about what??? About monday?? I think monday is yellow , acid and has a square way... 
tru la la, tru la la... what do you think about this fucking day???????? (talking about colour, flavour, etc...).
, acid and has a square way... tru la la, tru la la... what do you think about this fucking day???????? (talking about colour, flavour, etc...). 
txakurgorri:
The one Good thing about working for a large Corp.
Here is a wee story I wrote yesterday at work... Work, it can be a bit slow.
Note: This keeps with the whole storm theme from the last post...
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She sits, staring out at the grayish-blue sky, waiting for the oncoming darkness to arrive. Off in the distance, dark, menacing clouds gather strength and push ever closer. Their rain, ready to wash away pain,...
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Note: This keeps with the whole storm theme from the last post...
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She sits, staring out at the grayish-blue sky, waiting for the oncoming darkness to arrive. Off in the distance, dark, menacing clouds gather strength and push ever closer. Their rain, ready to wash away pain,...
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ayres:
Well read??? Eeehhhhh que joraca es eso??? A veces los terminos de gringoland me perturban porque no entiendo NIENTE!
Asi que viviste aca vos... que barbaro, la hiciste bien, te las tomaste en el momento justo, felicitaciones!!!!
Bueno, tengo setecientos veinte mil mensajes que contestar, por supuesto laburar en el medio y por que no actualizar mi journal mientras mi jefe me pide mil quinientas boludeces, asi que este mensaje ser cortito, mas porque soy medio paranoica y me gusta actualizar el journal a la maana, y asi de rapido me da bronca porque no puedo leer por ej, tu journal, porque si me cuelgo el mio lo actualizo a las seis de la tarde, y al dia siguiente me pasa lo mismo... en fin, ya me estoy colgando, que novedad la puta.
Que pena que no te queres parecer a sean penn, q bien que va sean penn
Asi que viviste aca vos... que barbaro, la hiciste bien, te las tomaste en el momento justo, felicitaciones!!!!
Bueno, tengo setecientos veinte mil mensajes que contestar, por supuesto laburar en el medio y por que no actualizar mi journal mientras mi jefe me pide mil quinientas boludeces, asi que este mensaje ser cortito, mas porque soy medio paranoica y me gusta actualizar el journal a la maana, y asi de rapido me da bronca porque no puedo leer por ej, tu journal, porque si me cuelgo el mio lo actualizo a las seis de la tarde, y al dia siguiente me pasa lo mismo... en fin, ya me estoy colgando, que novedad la puta.
Que pena que no te queres parecer a sean penn, q bien que va sean penn
catiedid:
beautiful my friend... beautiful...waiting for that storm myself
not so much monday blues...just the blues...how are you
not so much monday blues...just the blues...how are you
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nyghtwish:
Nope, she became legal July 2. My bf is only 18 anyway, it's not like he's some horny old fogey.
ayres:
Alo?
Cuando eras enano interpreto que cuando eras chico porque me parece que el tema de "tenia un cuerpo de enano pero luego en una investigacion secreta conjunta de la cia con el fbi y grupos de investigacion cientifica con bajada de linea directa del Dr. Menguele, me cambiaron el cerebro al cuerpo de un tipo de metro ochenta, musculoso y que encima se parece a Sean Penn".... la veo dificil.
Que se cuenta?
Cuando eras enano interpreto que cuando eras chico porque me parece que el tema de "tenia un cuerpo de enano pero luego en una investigacion secreta conjunta de la cia con el fbi y grupos de investigacion cientifica con bajada de linea directa del Dr. Menguele, me cambiaron el cerebro al cuerpo de un tipo de metro ochenta, musculoso y que encima se parece a Sean Penn".... la veo dificil.
Que se cuenta?
I had just gotten home, and was happy.