I know I'm not a good friend.
I don't call
I don't write
Hell, most of the time I don't listen or care.
But I make sure to take care of the ones I love. So, if I love(d) you, but you've noticed that lately we haven't talked...or maybe you have one less myspace friend...or a few less jokes & random notes & texts in your inbox.
It's because of all the times I've been there, or called or emailed or texted or what not...and you've ignored me. Or maybe it's because I needed someone to be there for me during my hellish month some people call August...and you weren't. Or maybe it's because I just don't have the time to be always on for you AND also for me, because you can't seem to be there unless it's you time.
This is Megan time. All the way through Halloween. The last few weeks have taught me to stand on my own. So that's what I'm doing. I'm relying on me for everything. I'll call me when I'm down. I'll hang out with me on the weekends. I'll throw parties at my house and invite all my personalities. I'll even get myself something nice because I just wanted to show myself how much I loved me.
And if I think of getting something for any of the yous mentioned above...I'll only make an exception when Hallmark comes out with a "Gee you're a shitty self involved bastard, but I hope you have a great day" line.
Thank you & fuck off to all the ones this goes out to. It's been real, it's been swell, but the swellings gone down. I've realized I've left out a lot of important people while basking in the "fair weather" and I'd rather get back to them.
I don't call
I don't write
Hell, most of the time I don't listen or care.
But I make sure to take care of the ones I love. So, if I love(d) you, but you've noticed that lately we haven't talked...or maybe you have one less myspace friend...or a few less jokes & random notes & texts in your inbox.
It's because of all the times I've been there, or called or emailed or texted or what not...and you've ignored me. Or maybe it's because I needed someone to be there for me during my hellish month some people call August...and you weren't. Or maybe it's because I just don't have the time to be always on for you AND also for me, because you can't seem to be there unless it's you time.
This is Megan time. All the way through Halloween. The last few weeks have taught me to stand on my own. So that's what I'm doing. I'm relying on me for everything. I'll call me when I'm down. I'll hang out with me on the weekends. I'll throw parties at my house and invite all my personalities. I'll even get myself something nice because I just wanted to show myself how much I loved me.
And if I think of getting something for any of the yous mentioned above...I'll only make an exception when Hallmark comes out with a "Gee you're a shitty self involved bastard, but I hope you have a great day" line.
Thank you & fuck off to all the ones this goes out to. It's been real, it's been swell, but the swellings gone down. I've realized I've left out a lot of important people while basking in the "fair weather" and I'd rather get back to them.
sometimes all you can do is rely on your self.it sucks but its how life is,sometimes.
so now i realize i have friends and i have acquaintances.
even though i know my true friends let me down sometimes,i forgive and forget.
we have bin friends sence high school,and thats hard to find these days.
they make mistakes but so do i.
i know my situation may be different then what you might be going through but,just know there might be someone out here that might feel just a little bit with what your going through.
hope it all works out.
take care.