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sometimes i wish i was fat like peter griffen so i could walk around in nothing but tighty whites like jack black in orange county. now it is time.
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just woke up from a dream...it wasnt very lucid or anything but it was all about the fact that in real life i ran into an old friend a couple days ago. havent seen him in about ten years. i cant believe he even recognized me, cuz actually he pulled up next to me at a red light. there was enough time for me to...
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after another day of hysterics, we've come up with a compromise. it envolves us having seperate bedrooms. that was my idea. of coarse that doesnt mean we wont ever sleep in one anothers bed. im super stoked about having my own fucking room though. it will give me the space i need. someplace where i might actually be able to focus and consentrate within. fuck...
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oh yea. also, i ran into my firstfuck. haven't seen her in many years. it was brief but not unpleasant....bad timing though. wierd.
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well that was a disappointingly easy decision. looks like im moving out. so i begin my search for an apartment. i cant wait to have my own fucking room. christina's not taking it to well i dont think. i hate to describe it as immature, that sounds kinda cold but....
i've got a lot a packing to do....
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4\23\04

after originally crashing at I's crib tonight, i've come home afterall.
i just really didnt want to be here when christina comes home. i thought that might send some kind of message...oh well, here i am anyway.i think i'll give the topic one more go before i bounce. besides that i;ve had enough.
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i ended my last entry abruptly when my girlfriend came in the room. she doesnt approve of the suicide girls. last night we had a "conversation" and she told me she wasnt attracted to me anymore be cause i dont have any ambition. apparently working a stable job that im happy with and trying to rock out with the band isnt good enough. im happy...
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i was just recalling today the perks of my current job...pizza delivery. hah. its not bad though. decent money anyway. hmm...sexual encounters are the most interesting. how about a fantasy where i approach the house with food in hand, the door is answered by some sexy, scantily clad milf whose husband is out of town. she suggests i come on in for my tip...well, it...
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4\20\04
cool...a journal. to start off, my life now revolves around my band. The War That We Create. ive suspended myself from the drumset to heal a recently pulled hamstring. nothing really exciting i guess.