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i haven't been on in a while ,one of my best friends died last week. so i've been with his family all week. i've lost alot of people in my life i thought it would get easier after a while but it still feels like someone ripped a part of my soul out. his family asked me to give the eulogy . that was the hardest thing i've ever done. how do you sum up someone's entire life in a speech? i was able to hold it together during it but after that i went in the back of the church and lost it . this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life.