twistedview

I'm not sorry for trying to make friends, for having my life totally turned upside down, for not knowing a ton of band member names, for having a sense of style that is different from your's and for not being perfect. I'm me and that's it. Who gives a fuck if I'm starting to bald early or if I actually like some of the shirts at Hot Topic? And you know what? I gotta speak out here. Why the fuck do all these girls stay with guys who are assholes? Why stay with a guy that hits you? Why stay with someone who you are afraid to go home to because you don't know what kind of mood he's going to be in? If you want a monogomous relationship then you should be with someone who makes you happy and respects you. Someone who is worthy. Doesn't that make sense? I've come to realize something. I don't know if I can deal with monogomy. It's not about sex. It's just that my feelings don't center on one person. When I make a friend, I feel more than friend feelings for them. I really care about them and want the best for them. On the sex issue, if you aren't sleeping with your friends, who are you sleeping with? One last thing. If I say that I like a person, why is that taken to mean that I love the person? Can't I say that I like a person and it not have any deep meanings behind it? Oh well, fuck it. I care about other people's feelings but if they misunderstand me or can't deal with who I am so be it. I'm not going to change who I am or how I feel to fit others. Now I'm just starting to sound like an asshole. Sorry, I'm a little upset. Goodbye...