I get on a plane in less than 33 hours. I may or may not be fucked up at this moment, I cannot tell.......I haven't really packed yet and....i don't know what the fuck I'm doing. needless to say I'm freaking out....let's hope I don't end up in California a gelatinous glob of a panic attack, i don't know what I find more frightening the...
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I realize I'm kinda spoiled and I like it...but in my defense of liking it i ask this question, who wouldn't?
So I sat down with my father.....which anyone that knows me knows I have daddy issues. Meaning we can barely hold a 3 min conversation before we but heads and someone draws blood ( I should trim my nails more often)
Anyway, so I...
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So I sat down with my father.....which anyone that knows me knows I have daddy issues. Meaning we can barely hold a 3 min conversation before we but heads and someone draws blood ( I should trim my nails more often)
Anyway, so I...
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tireoghain:
iMacs are more cost effective than macbooks. More grunt too 

fadetoblack:
it's okay to be spoiled. my mom gives me shit all the time for being selfish, and i always say to here that when i have a family and significant other to care for and be responsible for then i'll start of thinking of someone else first. but in the meantime, i feel like it's okay to think about what i want. we're all young and independent for so long...
sooooo my computer ate it. Its gone....dead.....bye bye.......it took it up the ass with a chainsaw. buttttttt my lovely and wonderful Juju has agreed to loan his laptop to me until I can get a replacement.......I loves him. and he's taking me to san fran......I would marry this man if it wasn't for the whole gay thing. (I don't understand it tastes like rainbows and...
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tireoghain:
If you him, one of you will have to quit.
fadetoblack:
i hate it when i go through internet withdrawals....cross country trips make it so much better.
So it's only a couple of weeks before I go across the country.....and I'm scared i think. my pseudo boyfriend has invited himself. afterward he ignored me for 3 days and stood me up. I am angry. I don't want him there. he's getting far to noise and far to controlling........hmmmm idk....he doesn't want me till I spend time with other males. and honestly I'm...
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twistedkittenfur:
and that is why I <3 you!!!!
punkie:
thanks for the advice! i might just do that
I now have been hung over for two days straight...it hurts and my memories of a couple of evening ago are foggy I know I spent more time in a tree house with mixed company than I should have at 37F but thats the price you pay for 6 bottles of wine and a 12pack. topped of with a pint of vodka........damn i is a...
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fadetoblack:
san fran is a great place to setup shop for the foreseeable future, minus the occasional weapon-wielding bum...
it'll cheer me up to have you visiting, looking forward to it. there are some parties around that time which you can come out to.
it'll cheer me up to have you visiting, looking forward to it. there are some parties around that time which you can come out to.
I AM DONE WITH PROBATION! it took so long but it's over. and I'm back to lingering around the computer at ungodly hours. also I've been swimming alot. mmm yum swimming. I have booked the flight to san fran. and I think we are now shooting to go to australia in august....My life is finally going in the right direction. fuck yeah. 





robert_miller:
Congrats! Enjoy your freedom?
So it's 100% positive that I am going to San Fransisco in March. I'm super excited.I'll be there for a week. I don't know what I'll really do but I'm gonna go crazy. I do know that. whooo




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bot_d:
The Pioneer Pro FHD-1 Elite used be $10,000 in 2007. You want to buy? You just want to know someone who owns a tv once worth $10,000. It's kinda like knowing someone who owns a DMC Dalorian.
9005900:
You'll enjoy the city, food, wine, chocolate, and cable cars. I've been there 4 times and never get tired.
Although right now they are having all sorts of weather issues, and it's always cold in the evenings! Be prepared and have fun.
Although right now they are having all sorts of weather issues, and it's always cold in the evenings! Be prepared and have fun.

HAPPY fucking new year, I'm a day late. fuck I should be asleep but I can't and my hand smells funny. (i don't know why). My cat is looking at me funny so I can't masturbate and she really won't leave my room. OH WHOA is me. No really it seems like there are not enough hours in the day recently and I don't even...
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fadetoblack:
it was quite intense, my dear
fadetoblack:
what a lovely image you paint...
I am very tired. Christmas is tiring. I got a lot of luggage which means my folks are shipping me off some where. eeee I am excited since i don't really know where. I was told one place but I know there has been quite a few financial crisis' in the last couple of months with my medical bills from my car wreck to our...
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fadetoblack:
good luck wherever thy mighty wind may low ye
So I finally got my secret Santa gift that I needed to get. I got the girl a unicorn and narwhal battle action figures....god she is going to hate it. but you know what NO one will ever give her a gift like that again and she's never gotten anything like that. and she proabably wouldn't know where to even find anything like that. I'm...
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daenerys:
where did you get unicorn & narwhal battle action figures???
daenerys:
cool thanx for the info <3