twistedkittenfur

Uh I feel so boring. I don't feel like I have anything to say that is important about anything. Other than I have been getting some great sex lately. hmmmm that in and of it self seems a bit uninteresting in the grand scheme of things. BUT it was really really good....and this certain gentleman is quite interesting himself. but he seems to be involved with his roommate but the only two weekends we have uh, hmm boned she's been away. does it make me a bad person?



On the other hand I need a new job that pays better. I want to finish paying off my car and I want to move out of my parents house and I just can't seem to get ahead. and I don't even know where to begin to look for this mystery job. I like working with my little special needs kids well enough but it's just not paying the bills. and only getting paid once a month sucks so much balls.


other news the guy I was having so much emotional turmoil with seems to sorta just slid out of the picture. mostly because I don't contact him anymore. and it's good because I have no desire to talk to him anymore.


Over all though things are good and I feel happy for the most part. I have hope for the future, and capable of changing the things I want to change for the better. it's a nice place to be. I feel happier than i have in a while and I have to say I believe that it's because I have been connecting with my Friend Jenny again and I have missed her so much. We used to live together and now that I am down to one job and have free time on the weekends to see her it's amazing. It really is amazing how some good ole fashioned girl time can make a big difference.