Everything feels off.
They found the body of a friend of mine in a pool today, she was dead. I sorta still feel in shock, I didn't know her that well but damn still sucks. She was cool.
Seems like a lot of people around me have been dying lately. but they are all friends of friends or something like I knew them but i never got close.
a lot of the deaths have been suicide, like 5 out of 6 over the last year.
it's really sad and it blows my mind that these people that I knew that seems so happy and "perfect" can just kill themselves.
but then again I'm a stand offish bitch apparently that refuses to actually get close to anyone, so whatever.
it's just sad that so many young people around me feel so lost and sad or whatever that they need to take their own lives.
I feel really off, nothing feels right. I don't feel like I'm treating the dead with enough respect.
They found the body of a friend of mine in a pool today, she was dead. I sorta still feel in shock, I didn't know her that well but damn still sucks. She was cool.
Seems like a lot of people around me have been dying lately. but they are all friends of friends or something like I knew them but i never got close.
a lot of the deaths have been suicide, like 5 out of 6 over the last year.
it's really sad and it blows my mind that these people that I knew that seems so happy and "perfect" can just kill themselves.
but then again I'm a stand offish bitch apparently that refuses to actually get close to anyone, so whatever.
it's just sad that so many young people around me feel so lost and sad or whatever that they need to take their own lives.
I feel really off, nothing feels right. I don't feel like I'm treating the dead with enough respect.