twistedkittenfur

well last night was a huge let down. drunken shenanigans lead to me calling the ex, which lead to really disappointing non-sex. (he came in his pants, then couldn't get it back up) which i guess is fine because he tried to get me off after that, and he just failed. I was so drunk that I sorta got bored and pushed him off me and started playing video games. I saluted him and told him to leave my house. after attaching the bayonet to my gun. I'm only mildly threatening. DAMN that was such a bad Idea now my bed smells like him and I remember why I didn't like him in the first place. Why did i do that.........ewwwwwwwww I should have given him sex during the relationship. it was so cheesey when I finally tried to sex him that he told me he had been fantasizing this for so long. then the motherfucker came in his pants. eh. I'm going back to celibacy that was working out well for me. I'm back on that boat, I don't know why i tried to get off it. Actually I'm still on the celibacy boat I was just sorta attached to the life boat rope. BECAUSE I DIDN"T ACTUALLY SEX. uh so much disappointment...........gah what 26 yr old man comes in his pants. BOOOOOO i'm gonna buy a big gun this weekend at the gun show and then go to the shooting range. What do you know frustration gone. OH and my air soft guns came in today maybe my friend and I can shoot at each other, some pain and inflicting some on another will make this go away I'm sure. right? right.



shooting things always make things better.
that's the moral to the story.