twistedkittenfur

So I've started going to the gym. It's been two weeks and I've already lost some weight. I'm super excited about the gym because it's a 24 hour one and yay I"m a night owl. Also I'm gonna make my first large weapon purchase next week...(you know for the impending zombie apocalypse). I've decided to get an 8mm mauser rifle that is like ww2 surplus most likely beat to hell and back and refinish it. it's gonna be my little baby project of awesome that I'm going to set my mind to. I've decided to change quite a few things in my life so I won't be so miserable. first is that romantic relationships are not really that important. I'm focusing on my friend and the friends I wanna keep. second is that I'm gonna get myself where I wanna be. such as going to the gym to get in shape, and signing up for winter classes I"ve decided to go for criminal justice forensics, it's a two year degree and it's interesting. Last time I attempted college my father was paying and he took it upon himself to sign me up for all my classes and my major with out my input. needless to say I didn't really pass any of those classes and I got pissed off, did a lot of drugs and moved the fuck out and started fucking someone my parents hated. that was like 4 years ago and I haven't be back to school since. so I'm freaking out a little. I know that I need to get my ass back in school though. It's not like I'm an idiot but I haven't had math classes or writing classes in so long that it seems like an uphill battle and I'm fighting it with a straw everyone else has rocket launchers.....bastards.
Third: I'm considering a move. My friend Chene wants to move to LA, but California is expensive as hell...my friend Jenny invited me to move in with her when she moves into atlanta, but last time I went into atlanta I was shot near and I threw up like a scaredy bitch. So i'm not sure that I"m cut out for city life.
but I've been saving my money like mad and working out and thats really all i've been doing with my life right this moment. and well it's been boring as shit.
but I have a plan and it's going to take time and that is what I keep telling myself.
I'm so impatient I want everything now damn it