twistedkittenfur

So I'm driving across the country in july. or rather I'm riding in a car across the country the last two weeks in july. Joel and I are going back to San Francisco.
this time we are going camping with Joel's aunts neighbor.
YAY camping.
you know what makes me feel like the biggest loser alive?
I don't know if I want to go
because I would miss the boy i likes birthday and I promised to take him to buy smoking devices.
I don't think I'll let myself stay home for that because it's dumb, and I would kick myself forever.
I mean we are stopping in Vegas, and I've never driven across country.
lol I'm going.
maybe.
I might move to augusta and say fuck it.
I might go to vegas and hit it real big and not have to worry about things for awhile, and see how California treats me for awhile.
or i might go broke in vegas and starve on the streets of California alone and cold......wait, it'll be july....so I won't be cold. yay so this was just me rambling on about nothing. I went to the shooting range yesterday and I got to shoot the boy i likes new gun and it had more kick to it then the other. It was so much fun. I never saw myself as the girl that would enjoy the shooting range and let me tell you in Georgia I was the only girl there. I want a hand gun for my birthday i think. It's like the best stress relief to shoot a few rounds into something. I mean I still know little to nothing about guns, but it was fun.