twistedkittenfur

I'm sorta bummed out.
sorta don't have the energy that would make it better.
I don't know what to do.
well I do but I don't want to do it.



I fear the rejection.

and it only comes to this point if I make it.
I wanna go to sleep for a long long long time.
then when I wake up none of this will matter. a buddy of mine just got out of the mental hospital and I feel like I wanna check in. ( not really of course, but the drugs are good there)


I need a week on shrooms to squeegee that third eye of mine and get a clearer perspective. but my drug man fails me.
sigh it's not been my last couple of weeks. I feel the pressure of finals and I'm not even in school right now.