twistedkittenfur

I am sooooo happy right now that it scares me. everything that I have wanted for so long I seem to have gotten. so something bad is on the horizon if the past does repeat it's self. but fuck that I am totally willing to ride this happy wave. this is new to me. Idk I don't even have words for how well things have been. I love making new friends sometimes it just makes the world a little prettier. I went to the field party at my friends last night to celebrate zombie jesus day and so did that boy from work, turns out not only is he attractive but really interesting. although I am thinking it might be leaning toward good friendship I'm okay with that. (slightly disappointed but okay) and it's refreshing when you meet up with someone as damaged as you are, or what I suppose i really mean is similar world view i suppose but different enough to be interesting and not boring. IN other words I'm super jazzed about nothing really exciting to anyone but myself.

I am out of sugar for my tea.
and I busted my ass in front of everyone at the party (this was before I started drinking)
and none of that bothers me.
I am soo happy.