every time I see him it's like my heart breaks again. the wounds never heal and scabs just seal in pain,
he promised me it wasn't the end that we could still be friends. Yet it's the first time I've seen him in months and wouldn't let me cross the threshold because he says you can only invite evil in. so I stand in his doorway and the hurt fades back to hate, and the tears don't come to much later when I am alone and wishing I just had someone to hold my hand.
I had to try to see him today I thought it would be different it's been six months, sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and not wake back up.
he promised me it wasn't the end that we could still be friends. Yet it's the first time I've seen him in months and wouldn't let me cross the threshold because he says you can only invite evil in. so I stand in his doorway and the hurt fades back to hate, and the tears don't come to much later when I am alone and wishing I just had someone to hold my hand.
I had to try to see him today I thought it would be different it's been six months, sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and not wake back up. 
tireoghain:
Sounds like your day was about as emotionally draining as mine. Bug hugs.
agonistes_vental:
Lol well I'm a beast lol.They have re-created the 1950's The Wolfman,it comes out this year and it sticks to the original stortyline