twistedblack

I have learned that a fling is the worst thing ever when u get out of a serious relationship. The fling made me sad and feel empty because the things we did were just out of lust and that made me feel awfull. I rembered how much better the kisses were when i had emotion behind it when i was with her. The kisses werent' as good the act felt so empty. The girl laid in my arms and just wanted to feel my strenght and protection and i just wanted tocry becuase i didn't have the feeling i did when Jessie was in my arms wanting me to protect her. It was soo hard. Now i miss her or at least the old her that loved me.