i have a very long entry both romantic and sadistic but after rethinking. I have decided some things are best not said. So i decided not to reveal them and let myself not be discovered.
but i do say this
i have decided that i am going to be hanging up my handcuffs my whips and similar things. Sometime soon at least because i feel that it is time to become a tad bit more serious
so anwayz i had this dream right but i'm not going to tell u it. INSTEAD i'm going to tell u something sadistic that i wasn't going to put. FUN HUH
ok it's also a dream but not the one i was going to tell u about
Ok
So i see myself standing there and i am surounded by burning asfault and rubel. I have a evil grin on my face i'm suprisingly clean and in my right hand i have a sword with fresh blood on it. It is steaming as if i had just slain someone. I slowly see around myself and realize the rubel is my house. I begin to see that the entire town has been destroyed. Then i get to see what i'm staring at. The house of the women i love. LAUREN. Her house is on fire and it looks like it hadn't been burning for very long. It also looks like the house was destroyed and then lit on fire. I realize that laying before me is some body face down. I can't make out who it is but i realize that there blood is on my sword. I then get a close up on my face and realize that i'm happy and i'm very much enjoying what i have done. For i also know that this is the last city and that i have destroyed every other place in the world and saved my home for last. And no one on this earth is alive. Odly enough i enjoy this dream all up untill the point i wake up and witch point is when i realize the last person i killed was Lauren. And i can also tell that in that dream i was the hapiest i had ever been in my life. I don't get to see the killing all i evr get to see is the aftermath. This sadly isn't the most sadistic dream i ever had just the one that stands out the most. I"m done typing now so have a nice day
but i do say this
i have decided that i am going to be hanging up my handcuffs my whips and similar things. Sometime soon at least because i feel that it is time to become a tad bit more serious
so anwayz i had this dream right but i'm not going to tell u it. INSTEAD i'm going to tell u something sadistic that i wasn't going to put. FUN HUH
ok it's also a dream but not the one i was going to tell u about
Ok
So i see myself standing there and i am surounded by burning asfault and rubel. I have a evil grin on my face i'm suprisingly clean and in my right hand i have a sword with fresh blood on it. It is steaming as if i had just slain someone. I slowly see around myself and realize the rubel is my house. I begin to see that the entire town has been destroyed. Then i get to see what i'm staring at. The house of the women i love. LAUREN. Her house is on fire and it looks like it hadn't been burning for very long. It also looks like the house was destroyed and then lit on fire. I realize that laying before me is some body face down. I can't make out who it is but i realize that there blood is on my sword. I then get a close up on my face and realize that i'm happy and i'm very much enjoying what i have done. For i also know that this is the last city and that i have destroyed every other place in the world and saved my home for last. And no one on this earth is alive. Odly enough i enjoy this dream all up untill the point i wake up and witch point is when i realize the last person i killed was Lauren. And i can also tell that in that dream i was the hapiest i had ever been in my life. I don't get to see the killing all i evr get to see is the aftermath. This sadly isn't the most sadistic dream i ever had just the one that stands out the most. I"m done typing now so have a nice day
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love:
I still have that feeling the negativity tries to come back when I'm weak, so I usually do a reflection spell and it works fine. How are things with you sweetie??? That's a very symbolic dream, yah?
cassiopeia:
I have a HUGE headache and I don't feel like reading that much. Therefore I skipped your journal. I just stopped by because I haven't talked to you for awhile. Don't worry about that whole skipping your journal thing... I'll come back and read it when my head stops pounding. 