twistedblack

don't you hate it when you can't just run away. I want to run. Just escape and start over. But i can't the phone rings and it is her. She wants to hang more i left a small clue that i need a brake on a journal of mine that she reads. Too bad she is dumb as a boot when it comes to suddle hints. Now that i want to just not hang for a few days she has been calling me every day. My mother is getting more and more pissed and no longer calls me her son. My sister sides with her my father isn't being a father anymore. And my mom wants more money from me for staying here. AND NO ONE UNDESTANDS WHAT I MEANS TO WORK NIGHTS AND SLEEP DURING THE DAY. i can't wait untill i get a vacation from here. Oh yea that girl i like wants to spend a couple days alone at this ranch i have key too. We will be alone for 2-3 days and she wants to with me. It was her idea not mine. OOO if that happens i will never get over her. Or it might be what i need to see if she really likes me or not. To go or not to go with her. my heart says do it my brain says it will hurt.