twistedblack

Ok after going over to this girl's house and fooling around she decided she needed to explain some stuff. Witch it would have been better if she hadn't. Cuz now i'm depressed she didn't mean to but she made me feel like i wasn't good enough for her. And as i was coming home i found this guys truck over at our house. My mom's boyfriend's truck so i didn't go home i just drove around. But yea i'm a depressed. My heart is waking up again and i don't want it to cuz it's falling for a girl that doesn't love me. I can't see her anymore cuz it hurts. Every time i see her i fall more and more in love with her even when i try not too. I don't know how to tell her but i can't see her anymore or i'll fall in love with her. I don't know i haven't slept yet maybe i should sleep before i think about it. All i know was that fooling around with her may have been a very good idea. Only one good thing came out if and that is that i learned i still have the touch . SHe said i have improved alot since the last time she couldn't even last a minute. i'm still depressed though.