been thinking alot lately. I was talking to a friend last night and she said some things. Some made since and some did not. She could be right and my attitude is just a front in which to protect myself from others. This is a posibility but yet i feel it is not entirely true. I can agree that some times i might have done...
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WEll i pissed of a girl. She blocked all my s/n's. I know this cuz i have some she doesn't know about and they show her on when the others don't. I feel bad and want to apologize but i think i'll let her cool down first before i try and talk cuz right now she is ignoring me. Me and my relationship with girls...
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twistedblack:
you will die alone.. we all die alone.. we came in alone and we leave alone.. just while were here if were lucky we find someone to share it with..
thats why my birth mom told me
thats why my birth mom told me
Well i figure i should update since i'm paying money for this thing. I haven't looked at sg in awhile sorry just kinda depressed. I really don't know why i finally finished school but it starts back up again in a week or 2. The girl i met i realize does not like me nor mor as a friend but i think she is starting...
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empress_chandler:
Well now. I hear bluebirds singing when I read about life.
What's up with the negative, crappy, down on me attitude?
What's up with the negative, crappy, down on me attitude?
mnislahi:
*hugs*
you still have your interweb wife
haha
haha
Let me start off by saying me vs spider bite.
I WON
My leg swelled up 3 x it's size it kept poping and oozing out stuff and i couldn't walk but in the end. I won and now i can walk. Granted skin is falling off but not that bad really. Well it's almost done healing so no worries. Had i not gone to...
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I WON
My leg swelled up 3 x it's size it kept poping and oozing out stuff and i couldn't walk but in the end. I won and now i can walk. Granted skin is falling off but not that bad really. Well it's almost done healing so no worries. Had i not gone to...
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jamielee:
I'm still laughing at gravity...are you?
I also laugh at big boobs. They're funny.
I also laugh at big boobs. They're funny.
jamielee:
So I like to think that small boobs are the best thing in the world. But then I realize....that they are.
muhahahahahhahahaa

muhahahahahhahahaa
I'm back and i'm on a cable modem.
Woot
Well final today in speech and exam for history is sometime next week. There is a hot girl in my history class i'm going to try and become friends with
Well off i go i'll be on tomorrow to update better.
P.S.
My leg hurts due to a spider bite. Brown Reclus i think is what...
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Woot
Well final today in speech and exam for history is sometime next week. There is a hot girl in my history class i'm going to try and become friends with
P.S.
My leg hurts due to a spider bite. Brown Reclus i think is what...
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mnislahi:
plz update with more info!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
masaba:
those damn spiders
OK well some good news and some bad.
bad news
THIS IS THE LAST JOURNAL ENTRY.
good news
untill i move into my apratment where i also get upgraded to a cable modem.
more bad news
still living with rents
bad news
THIS IS THE LAST JOURNAL ENTRY.
good news
untill i move into my apratment where i also get upgraded to a cable modem.
more bad news
still living with rents
need2xcap2:
congrats on the apartment!

Well I got tired of waiting for my job to fire me so i quit. Someone had to grow some balls and do it. So when 3 rolled around and i should be at work i turned off my alarm clock and went back to bed. Why should i tell them i quiting no on else ever did. IT is so liberating to just say...
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freckle:
your job sucked anyways. where to now?
smuffy:
I'm back to Smuffy now. 
WELL I HAVE THIS TO SAY. ONE GAY PEOPLE MAKE ME LAUGH AND SMILE. 2 GAY GUYZ THINK I'M SEXY. LOl ok enough caps. except for the next stament.
I HAVE CHOSEN MY FIRST VICTIM. IT IS A WOMAN I WANT TO MURDER I COLD BLOOD. THAT NEW BITCH AT WORK HAD THE BALLS TO ACT ALL TOUGH. SHE YELLED AND SCREEMED AND AS I...
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I HAVE CHOSEN MY FIRST VICTIM. IT IS A WOMAN I WANT TO MURDER I COLD BLOOD. THAT NEW BITCH AT WORK HAD THE BALLS TO ACT ALL TOUGH. SHE YELLED AND SCREEMED AND AS I...
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yuriel:
right.
shit. it landed on the side with no head or tail on it.
*shrugs*
i know the feeling.
fuck life sucks *sigh*
mmmm girls *sigh*

shit. it landed on the side with no head or tail on it.
*shrugs*
i know the feeling.
fuck life sucks *sigh*
mmmm girls *sigh*
empress_chandler:
Cool. Every time I go to a gay club I only get hit on by the butch-hippie lesbians. (I like my women petite.)
So i'm contemplating erasing my entire friends list. Maybe cancelling the acount. Don't know oh welll. I R Random and can do as i wish. Anwayz lots of people all pissed i cut my hair. Blah it's been cut for over 2 weeks get over it. Umm i'm being bitch cuz i can.
Oh and my boss is acting all mocho cuz the new girl...
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Oh and my boss is acting all mocho cuz the new girl...
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empress_chandler:
Wow sounds like your craving a total overhaul.
emily_m:
Summer school sucks!!!!!!!
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Well i think i am going to get fired from work today. Oh well i needed to quit. I also found out the bank accidently lost 825 dollars of mine. And they don't know what they did with it but they assure me they will find it and put it back. In the mean time i have no money to pay my...
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Well i think i am going to get fired from work today. Oh well i needed to quit. I also found out the bank accidently lost 825 dollars of mine. And they don't know what they did with it but they assure me they will find it and put it back. In the mean time i have no money to pay my...
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smuffy:
Where the fuck you been fucker?
masaba:
hope things get better man
like any of you cared but my goal of the day went like this.
Went out driving came back with robert. Went out again to best buy and other various places and came back with robert and more ram for his computer. Went out again and came back with a burger from sonic. Mission unsuccesful.
What i learn find a place to meet so called...
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Went out driving came back with robert. Went out again to best buy and other various places and came back with robert and more ram for his computer. Went out again and came back with a burger from sonic. Mission unsuccesful.
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yuriel:
*hugs*
we are kindred spirits friend.
heh love spell... if only such a thing worked i can think of one of two ladies id use it on... of course i already harbor such intense feelings for them... and the way they talk to me they have to at LEAST like me a lot platonically haha
we are kindred spirits friend.
heh love spell... if only such a thing worked i can think of one of two ladies id use it on... of course i already harbor such intense feelings for them... and the way they talk to me they have to at LEAST like me a lot platonically haha
twistedblack:
such a thing does work but there is a price of witch is not worth paying
Well i'm not going to jail and i get to keep my job. I still get a raise and i even get my paid vacation still. Ok and not only that but, today is my day off. I'm going to try and get some girls number today and i'm even going to try to spend another night with Lauren and get her to open up...
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empress_chandler:
Staying out of jail is always good.
cassiopeia:
To Twisted's Mom:
He may sound dirty. You may think to yourself, "What did I do wrong?" Don't worry though. He is a nice boy... most of the time. And he really doesn't like all that stuff he put in his profile, it's just for show. To make more friends. Poser.
Get Lauren's number and give it to me. *insert devil face* Muhahahaha.
But seriously now. I DO think you're a good guy.
He may sound dirty. You may think to yourself, "What did I do wrong?" Don't worry though. He is a nice boy... most of the time. And he really doesn't like all that stuff he put in his profile, it's just for show. To make more friends. Poser.
Get Lauren's number and give it to me. *insert devil face* Muhahahaha.
But seriously now. I DO think you're a good guy.
I have found that true friends, lovers, family, accept your front and understand beyond it without any trouble.
That is what threw we off my feet about my boyfriend. Even when we were just friends he would just know things about me I never told a soul. And he loves my front even though he knows it's not who I really am.
But, with a grain of salt. Just my two cents.