so the posting to try to get answers quiclkly from some SG's was a bad idea cuz it's too direct i guess.. i dunno. my bad ya'll
but damn, you guys think u could be a lil nicer lol. i meen its not like i was trying to affend anyone i just wanna write my paper. sure the one question was personal, but being one of the girl who has been sexually abused i didnt think it was that big of a deal to ask certaint things.. i meen i'm pretty open about stuff, thats the only way u can really kinda heal.... and damn! why is spelling such a big fuckin deal... really. i meen, alot of geniouses cant spell correctly... y does it fuckin matter if you know what i am saying, seriously. ces la vi, just makes me second guess becomeing an SG when every one on here cares about stupid shit like that. IT'S NOT MY FAULT I'M L.D. GUYS.... I WAS BORN WITH A FUCKIN DISABILITY... its not really cool to make fun of the retarded to their face. (ok so i just have ADD and never learned anything, not completly retarded)
im sure you'd all like to feel stupid all the time too right? cuz you know thats the most wonderful feeling in the fuckin world and people pay to be made fun of cuz it feels nice when spoons stabe you in the heart. that anxiety from feeling stupid making you dizzy and makes you finger tips tingle, its wonderful every one loves it ...really. and that knot that forms in your throat when you want to cry but can't, you all love it dont you. how bout just say "hey, you messed up but its ok... now you know better." shit, i dont even care if any one answers my questions now. i just wish people could be decent about things... i'm always nice about shit cuz i know how it feels.
im sure you'd all like to feel stupid all the time too right? cuz you know thats the most wonderful feeling in the fuckin world and people pay to be made fun of cuz it feels nice when spoons stabe you in the heart. that anxiety from feeling stupid making you dizzy and makes you finger tips tingle, its wonderful every one loves it ...really. and that knot that forms in your throat when you want to cry but can't, you all love it dont you. how bout just say "hey, you messed up but its ok... now you know better." shit, i dont even care if any one answers my questions now. i just wish people could be decent about things... i'm always nice about shit cuz i know how it feels.
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there are a lot of folks on the site who just like to be assholes
who think theyre ripping off witty comments
while being mean
and people who take stuff too seriously and dont realize it might take a while for newer folks to learn the etiquet of this particular site
anyway
fuck em
its the internet
who cares
a lot of people probably wouldnt even say anything in real life
but
they can be anonymously evil
over the internet
so
they do
anyway
"im trying to drink away the part of the day that i cannot sleep away"
is a MODEST MOUSE lyric
off Polar Opposites
on Lonesome Crowded West - their best album
i left it cause i saw something about MODEST MOUSE in your last journal
and it sparked that song to mind
i really dont drink at all though
im pretty mutch
the dreaded
xstraightedgex