twink

today im running healthy sexuality worshops at the downtown YMCA with kids ages 13 to 17, and can i just say THAT I AM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND. i feel like an idiot, but these kids intimidate the crap outta me. i think im just out of practice dealing with kids all together. i honestly havn't had to deal with anyone under the age of 19 in about 5 years, since i move to the city for school, LET ALONE TEACH THEM ABOUT SEX. i do these workshops all the time with people my own age and older.... but for some reaosn, this particular task is scaring the BUJEEEZEZ outta me.

im sure im just psyching myself out completely. im sure everything will be fine.

but still, fuuuuuuuuuuuck!