For once in my life...I just want something good to happen to me. I don't hope for it too much because I know it's never going to happen. I hate getting my hopes high just to have them crushed. I truly hate feeling like this, but sometimes I just have no choice. I try so hard to get myself out of this state of mind..but nothing seems to work. The only thing that puts a smile on my face for a moment is my children. If I didn't have them, I'd have nothing. At least I have that much. I consider myself lucky...
kreatinkaos:
What's wrong ?
