twilightclone

i feel violated tonight.
i just got *touched* by a socialite writer for Real Detroit,
and i felt like i was just talking to someone cool.
i guess maybe i was being used for tabloid fodder for a scene she couldn't get to or whatever.
or a email list.
that sucks.
it made me mad.

so i'm in a *scene*. hmm. have been for a while i guess.
didn't think it was of interest to anyone in the grand scheme of things, but i guess it is. when did the line start to get blurry, especially for me?

when do i know to take a time out? or re-evaluate? or re-assess?

as i mentioned before, the ex-gf has been around town. i just saw her again tonight-which was inevitable. i guess i'm off the hook. you would think i would be after all this time has passed and all the ill feelings that have been cast. i'm just glad.
but i still feel blue. hmm.