twilight13

>HUG<Losing a loved one is very dificult, s I'm sure you are finding out. My mom was in a car with a drunk driver, it flipped over and she was crushed by a telephone phone. This September will be the 5th yr of her death. She was only 33. I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you everything will be ok, but for obvios reasons I can't. Just remember her, the way she looked, smelled, smiled, the last time you saw her and hold on tho that image for as long as you can. If she stays in your heart, than she isn't truly dead. Make sure that you talk to whoever will listen to you. I kept all my feeling inside when my mom died because I felt nobody would undersatnd, non of my friends lost anybody before. Now I wish I talked to somebody, it took me almost 4 hrs to "get over" her death. Remember, it's ok to laugh if something can amuse you.

xoxox, April

[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]

[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]

i send love