twiisted

So all this hopeful business.... It suks ass.

I hate the fact that your constantly waiting around hoping that one day i will wake up in the morning & see that i have 'that' email... And i know that people will probably think bad of me for writing this blog but i feel frustrated.

Im sick of people getting treated like crap & not being able to say anything with the fear of being targeted myself..

Some of the SG's hopefuls sets are AMAZING they deserve to be on the front page but yet they are not because they are 'too different'.. For me i feel if your too alternative then its a bad thing... ignoring the creativity of some girls sets & playing it safe..

Some days i have an amazing time on here... And other i wonder why i am here. If i had that SG status would it change? Would my voice be heard....

4 of my close friends have left in the last few weeks.... I dont want to loose faith. Because i know i have alot to offer Suicide Girls... Im gonna give it a few more weeks, see if my feelings change.


I feel oppressed.... Cos im a hopeful i need to be seen & not heard.