i hate me. im basically cuntilicious (its a word, even if firefox spell check says its not) im mean to people and i drink too much. and then i type. and type and type some more. and say dreadful things to people. You know what. this and my last blog, basically about how drunk i've been lately. thats a little bit sad. you know whats...
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6.30 am, very confused, im happily in my own bed, but how the bloody hell did I end up here. all sources are quiet on this.
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miss_adel:
I must say, you are one gorgeous girl. I love your hair too ,hehe. I want to go back to short but I just don't know. =]
coldandwet:
The question is not "how am I in my bed", the question is "what the fuck am I doing up at 6.30am?"
I haven't updated in some time, mainly because I've been a bit depressed lately and its hard for me to know what to say, I think its partly my own fault too, I've been going out and getting drunk too much, spending too much time hungover and confused. I have lots of new friends, and thats great, but I think I need to rein it...
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rael:
Hope you have begun on the essay; and that it's going well.
yick, im trying to write project proposals for uni and have come to something of a grinding halt. I think I want to produce more work about body image and mental health but its a bit heavy and its a bit personal so it can be a bit draining to make work about it. But then in the long run actually quite healthy, if that...
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madneil:
Loch Lomond I assume very nice pictures, I love visitors coming as it makes me go out and do tourist things.
I have a ex who sometimes appears on the scene, sad thing is until I get another tall slim gf I will always have a thing for her, just call me a sucker.
I have a ex who sometimes appears on the scene, sad thing is until I get another tall slim gf I will always have a thing for her, just call me a sucker.
battles:
That's a dead neat bridge, where is it?
A mate and I are planning a grand yet tragic tour of bridges designed by this particular guy. My GF and his wife seem happy to stay at home drinking white wine. All is good.
A mate and I are planning a grand yet tragic tour of bridges designed by this particular guy. My GF and his wife seem happy to stay at home drinking white wine. All is good.
Well, still just getting over the big meet and my birthday which was a great birthday. There was champagne (or possibly generic fizzy wine but it was lovely.) and waking up in a nice place with nice people. And also meeting lots of lovely SGUK folk as well. and then tonight, against all common sense going out with my flatmate and her friend and her...
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madneil:
Well still alive and well been ultra busy with work (hence my absense from the weekend) but now I am back.
Happy Birthday as well, started to organise my do for next month.
PS at least you have hair!!!
Happy Birthday as well, started to organise my do for next month.
PS at least you have hair!!!
rael:
It was good to meet you the other weekend bytheway!
Today I had a job interview and I got it! Hooray! From the end of october i work in Jo Malone on Edinburgh's swanky George street. If you feel the need to buy very expensive candles and lovely fragrances and such come and visit me 
Other than that its my birthday tomorrow, i expect to have a bit of a hangover.
and my dad bought...
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Other than that its my birthday tomorrow, i expect to have a bit of a hangover.
and my dad bought... Read More
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stenno:
Eep I didn't realise it was your birthday! 
Happy belated birthday!
I saw you today I'm sure, about 5pm, you were at a bus stop on Princes street as I passed on the airport bus!
Hope you had a good weekend
Happy belated birthday!
I saw you today I'm sure, about 5pm, you were at a bus stop on Princes street as I passed on the airport bus!
Hope you had a good weekend
conroy:
I was lovely to meet you. Good luck with the new job, I'm sure they'll love you, you are awesomesauce.
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barny:
to true its baltic! purrrrrrrrr such a pretty cat, i love the detail of the fur, where did you get him created?
I need your help! Am looking for hair dye and body jewellry in Edinburgh.. any suggestions?
my hair isnt BLUE ENOUGH
see you at the big one?xx
I need your help! Am looking for hair dye and body jewellry in Edinburgh.. any suggestions?
my hair isnt BLUE ENOUGH
see you at the big one?xx
gipsy:
Ooh I love your tattoo!
hello, firstly, thanks for being so nice to me about my last blog, its not that big of a deal, really, it just took me by surprise in the worst possible way.
Anyway, tomorrow im getting my very first tattoo, pretty excited and a wee bitty scared. I'll post pics tomorrow.
x
Anyway, tomorrow im getting my very first tattoo, pretty excited and a wee bitty scared. I'll post pics tomorrow.
x
kintoun:
I know you'll be fine, but good luck and have fun anyway.
ok, so, tonight, im out with my friend who just broke up with her boy, I drink a whole lot of jack and coke and stumble in a 4 clutching a bottle of irn bru.
And then I get home and (i've left my computer on, of course) theres a msn message from my ex, the guy who frankly abused me in one way or...
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And then I get home and (i've left my computer on, of course) theres a msn message from my ex, the guy who frankly abused me in one way or...
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kintoun:
That's just cruel, and blatantly incorrect.
cyberedz:
He's full of sh*t - you're not, honey bun. Just tell me and the lads where he lives and we'll take a detour before The Big One and 'explain' to him that we'd rather he not annoy you quite so much any more...
well, i seem to start every blog by saying not much has happened, and well, not much has. I shot some pics on monday which were going to be for a set however batteries leaked into my flashgun leaving my lighting scheme pretty scuppered. I hope the flash gun will be ok, I've cleaned her out as best I can, if not shes insured, but...
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kuytgh:
You are so pretty! 
autumnfade:
Wow madness 
I loved their songs so
good luck on the set-peace
I loved their songs so
good luck on the set-peace
Actually that last bit in the brackets is very observent of you, cos, yes i have partly passed that part of my life, yes i was a bit like you then (tho' not a drinker), just plain lost.
So if you notice others have passed what you're going through that means you see that it is only temporary. Yes it takes a long lime, just try and go with the flow of things. In many ways a headache is caused by repeatedly banging your head against a wall. if things are a certain way, try to let them be that way, this world isn't malleable - i think it's the only way; tho' not easy at the best of times.
Relax.
no1 dreams of fixing me anymore either, they just dont realise that i'm broken