twiggy

Oh my god, the fucking dog is in surgery again, WTF?! They think its the same as last time, eg, she et something, which is now stuck. She never ate random shit before this year. We took her to the vet much quicker this time. But, yeah, still in surgery and old and tired and not very strong. I don't want our wee girl to die, theres a party at my flat tonight and I have to give projection tours tomorrow which I clearly can't do if the dog dies because I will be in pieces. She goes into surgery tonight, I don't know if she'll make it through another operation shes very small and shes only just over the last one really. They think its a foreign body that she ate, again but i suppose theres a chance its a lump of some kind in which case she probably, well, I guess they won't wake her up, if she has a tumour. I don't fucking know, I'm such a softie and im so i'll equipped to deal with sickness and death, I just wail, its always a surprise to me, I don't know why, you get a dog, you don't assume you have the worlds only immortal dog. You pretty much know how it ends.

Ugh, I don't know, I just want to have a night in now and not be surrounded by work people.

Later
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Also, I have (albeit late) caught on to that misfits is good and that steam is an enjoyable way to buy games without going out. I am not pro going out in November, if it were up to me would have a societal mutual agreement that we all bought a bunch of frozen and canned goods and such to keep us going over the month and didnt go out. (people such as nurses and other essential people will be super compensated with massive bonuses)