twiggy

My dissertation has finally been handed in, i could not be happier, last night I was out drinking and didnt get in till 6am. I know I should continue with the good work for uni but right now I just want to take long baths, drink wine and relax. Im really tired but in some ways I really enjoyed applying myself, I feel like I've achieved something, just hope to god my tutors agree.

Also, my middle sister is in Toronto and I miss her terribly, Kate is an incredibly kind, supportive and friendly person, she gives great advice, hugs and apt funny wee comments. We talk to her on skype but it isnt the same. I have totally taken her for granted lately because I've been in glasgow with her more and now just miss her like crazy. Im lucky in that im quite close with with both my sisters but now that shes away elspeth and I are missing our third, we arent the same without her. (I can write this soppy sentimental shite here, kate won't see it.) Then I feel guilty because I really should be happy that shes having a great time, and I am, just, I miss her.

Im looking forward to london at the end of the week, being with friends and having a few drinks should really cheer me up. Im actually still knackered, I feel kind of at a loose end, my whole life has been dissertation for the the last couple of months and now I sort of dont know what to do.

anyways, see you all soon.
xxx