twiggy

do you ever wish you could bend the rules of time and space, just a little. Its just, last night, i was dancing on the stage at less then jake and it was great. It really was. But, you know who would have liked it more, me at 17, it would have been literally the best thing that ever happened to me. So I wish, I could take last night, put a bow on it and give it to me, when I was 17 and dancing on stages and drinking with bands was really important to me, now, I did have a fucking great time but, i dont know, bands to me now, kind of just guys, but they used to be rockstars. I just wish I could tell me that you're going to be confident enough to be on stage with less than jake, and, you're going to be kind of ok really, i mean, off yr tits on anti depressants and, still a weeee teeny bit scared of the dark but generally, you're going to be great.

It was a really great gig anyways. (if you were there, i was the girl on stage in a storm trooper helmet.)

xx

oh and, once again, i've lost my freaking bra. Every time dammit.

and, also, i have realised that what I want right now is not stupid flings with people, i kind of want someone to watch cartoons with on a sunday morning. Im kind of slightly lonesome.