twiggy

hello, it isnt a very bloggy day really, what with the sod all happening but i am feeling very worried and i need some distraction. in a minute i may go and get ice cream. this is a foolproof solution to everything. im worried because one of my best friends (remaining nameless for obvious reasons) has to go in and get an unwanted precnancy taken care of tomorrow, she is 8 weeks gone. i want so badly to just drop everything and go get on a bus and see her. but she is far away and im covering in hector russel again tommorw (mmmm, kilty.lol) so going anywhere isnt an option. i dont want her to be by herself because they may have to give her a general anasthetic. and they suck ass. just want her to be safe.
in other news my relationship continues along very happily, my boy is still refining ideas for the tatoo (hooray) if i can find one i'll post one of the early sketches later and we are looking to book a holiday (ohshit im a grownup moment!) i dont think ive really felt this happy for a long time. hes needing some support too right now tho. his grandfather is sick and, you know, probably the kind of sick where you go to visit them sharpish because... well, you get the idea. so yeah, my worries are a bit split between people and im a bit of a worry queen these days (Its tuesday??! batten down the hatches!! lol) im also doing some reading for uni. and, ooh! getting my hair done soon. fresh colour here we come! anyway, im rambling.
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