well, life is going on as per always, I've done fuck all for uni so it looks like i'll be pretty busy catching up over the summer but hey, I've been worse.
Work is really really good, I had a great time in London. I have decided that when im rich and infamous I will do all my shopping in Liberty because its probably the...
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Work is really really good, I had a great time in London. I have decided that when im rich and infamous I will do all my shopping in Liberty because its probably the...
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hey, I feel fucking knackered at the moment. Im trying to do some uni work but i just feel flat and uninspired and frankly I've forgotten why I wanted to do this course in the first place. My best mate is getting married and its kinda made this distance between us (partly because I dont understand why shes doing it and I think hes a...
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miserabelle:
I can imagine, I'm an illustrator but I do photography sometimes on parts of my course 'cause it's multi-specialism. I hate darkrooms so much! xx
rael:
Thanks for the kind words a few weeks back.
Hey all, just to let you know that I put up a new hopefuls set for the self shot thinggy. I wanted to do something a bit more creative and may still but I thought i'd better shoot something or I wont enter at all. I think its better than the last one which is encouraging.
Other than that I have to start getting ready...
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Other than that I have to start getting ready...
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kuytgh:
(whispering) I turn 27 this summer.
madneil:
My younger sister is 30 next year yuck.
So, I havent done a blog in ages, happy new years and happy valentines too. I was off this site for all of a week and got withdrawal symptoms. so the minute I got paid I came back. 
I shot a set with one of the girls last night which went well considering it was the first time i've worked with her and although some...
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I shot a set with one of the girls last night which went well considering it was the first time i've worked with her and although some...
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kintoun:
We've been moissing you, talk to you later today. 
sydfloyd:
REally like your sets. Keep making them.
well, work today was hectic but i feel healthily tired. In fact, my mood has pleasantly lifted today, finally, i've felt hungover and minging for about two weeks straight. I hate winter blues but hey, its not long till Christmas (Christmas actually makes me incredibly grumpy except the food which pretty much makes up for it.) Im also really excited because my friend is moving...
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gingerflower:
Glad to hear you are feeling good my dear! 
It's been too long since we spent any time together.
Hope you enjoy the gig, bet there will be some oddly interesting punters in the crowd.
xxx
It's been too long since we spent any time together.
Hope you enjoy the gig, bet there will be some oddly interesting punters in the crowd.
xxx
raistlyn:
I think your clutsyness is cute
morning, im having one of those *never drinking again* mornings. its not so much that im quitting drinking but I do need to quit going out like three times a week. im totally fried. Anyways, I have to go to work now.
Have a good day
xx
Have a good day
xx
well, my hopeful set has been up about a day now, to be honest i'd expected people to be a lot more mean than they have been so far (not an invitation to tag my set with 'her tits are victims of the laws of physics' you know. gravity and that..) the only thing i found a little odd is comments on my pubic hair....
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killa_:
friend requests.... hmmm.... maybe once yoou have shared a few comments with them, then maybe it will be okay! so you could kee teh requests, read their blog a bit, share comments, and then maybe you can accept them!
i'd personally find it a bit weird that they only want to be my friend as they have seen me naked!
I wil have to check out your hopeful set, i have not had chance yet... i'm bad.
and theres nothing wrong with having muff fur, i think its nicer to look at that naked muffs anyway. its normall to have fur!
anyway.. im running late for the dreaded work... gar!!!!
i'd personally find it a bit weird that they only want to be my friend as they have seen me naked!
I wil have to check out your hopeful set, i have not had chance yet... i'm bad.
and theres nothing wrong with having muff fur, i think its nicer to look at that naked muffs anyway. its normall to have fur!
anyway.. im running late for the dreaded work... gar!!!!
hey, well, i finally put my set in hopefuls, I never submitted it because it has a number of problems, mainly lighting ones down to me breaking my flash by putting cheap leaky batteries it it (i'd like to blame 'the man' or something but its all me.)
so, I know most people on my friends list have met me already and it may be...
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so, I know most people on my friends list have met me already and it may be...
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hunkpapa:
is people wanking over the battlements a common sight at the castle then? sounds like i should take an umbrella.
thanks for the tips, though.
thanks for the tips, though.
hunkpapa:
didn't actually think you were drunk... just thought you meant it's a bloody good view 
I've had one of those days which is fucking great but you don't really know why. I walked home from my friends place at about half one then curled up in my bed with a bottle of irn bru and some family guy episodes. Its really self indulgent but I like my party lifestyle when it goes like this, when I keep some control over...
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i hate me. im basically cuntilicious (its a word, even if firefox spell check says its not) im mean to people and i drink too much. and then i type. and type and type some more. and say dreadful things to people. You know what. this and my last blog, basically about how drunk i've been lately. thats a little bit sad. you know whats...
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rael:
Don't be so hard on yourself.
Actually that last bit in the brackets is very observent of you, cos, yes i have partly passed that part of my life, yes i was a bit like you then (tho' not a drinker), just plain lost.
So if you notice others have passed what you're going through that means you see that it is only temporary. Yes it takes a long lime, just try and go with the flow of things. In many ways a headache is caused by repeatedly banging your head against a wall. if things are a certain way, try to let them be that way, this world isn't malleable - i think it's the only way; tho' not easy at the best of times.
Relax.
Actually that last bit in the brackets is very observent of you, cos, yes i have partly passed that part of my life, yes i was a bit like you then (tho' not a drinker), just plain lost.
So if you notice others have passed what you're going through that means you see that it is only temporary. Yes it takes a long lime, just try and go with the flow of things. In many ways a headache is caused by repeatedly banging your head against a wall. if things are a certain way, try to let them be that way, this world isn't malleable - i think it's the only way; tho' not easy at the best of times.
Relax.
barny:
we're all broken..
no1 dreams of fixing me anymore either, they just dont realise that i'm broken
no1 dreams of fixing me anymore either, they just dont realise that i'm broken
6.30 am, very confused, im happily in my own bed, but how the bloody hell did I end up here. all sources are quiet on this.
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miss_adel:
I must say, you are one gorgeous girl. I love your hair too ,hehe. I want to go back to short but I just don't know. =]
coldandwet:
The question is not "how am I in my bed", the question is "what the fuck am I doing up at 6.30am?"
I haven't updated in some time, mainly because I've been a bit depressed lately and its hard for me to know what to say, I think its partly my own fault too, I've been going out and getting drunk too much, spending too much time hungover and confused. I have lots of new friends, and thats great, but I think I need to rein it...
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rael:
Hope you have begun on the essay; and that it's going well.
That piercing sounds intriguing though, didn't realise they did them i such ways.
Good luck with the flat mate hunting, trust your gut instinct, the right one's will come along.