twentythree

You ever have a moment of self-revelation?
You know, maybe you just suddenly and for no real reason, realize something about yourself that maybe is rather obvious but you had never really thought of it before?
I just did.
I just realized how incredibly boring I would be to hang around with.
I don't do anything really.
I just sit around with the cat and I read.
I don't want to go out.
I don't want to have a bunch of friends.
The idea of interacting with people really irritates me alot of the time.
I'm interested in things that no other 27 year old is interested in.
I never talk to anyone at school.
Not any of the other students anyway.
They get on my nerves.
Last semester I spent alot of time hanging out with my History Professor after class.
I really don't have anything in common with young people.
I always have a much better time talking to old people.
It is because I am old.
I may look 27, but really I am about 60.
I really live like an old man.
So many people revel in their stupid youth and I don't have any interest in it.
I have no interest in drinking, or doing drugs, or fucking people I don't know, or getting tattoos, or dancing to the same boring songs every night.
So many people dread growing old but I can't wait to be old.
I just want to be old.