My grandmother died 5 hours ago.
Confusion, denial, sadness, happiness, relief, guilt, regret, depression, peace.
Death is a......I don't know.
My mother called the house at 6pm and told me she was dying. I thought, how can you know she's dying? She's been sick for a while. She's been in and out of the hospital since January. How could you know such a thing? Maybe...
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Confusion, denial, sadness, happiness, relief, guilt, regret, depression, peace.
Death is a......I don't know.
My mother called the house at 6pm and told me she was dying. I thought, how can you know she's dying? She's been sick for a while. She's been in and out of the hospital since January. How could you know such a thing? Maybe...
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I have to figure out how to re-organize my life. The problem is, I have to reorganize 23 years of disarray. I get so overwhelmed because I don't even know where to begin. And everytime I get overwhelmed I put things off to the last minute. I am a perpetual procrastinator. The problem with procrastiating re-oranizing my life is that I don't know when the...
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serric:
I got a yellow or atleast close to yellow 5 week old kitten that needs a home ....To bad your so far. Oh well I'm glad you are re-organizing for the better..I guess for the better ... You didn't really specify.... If for the better then good You're damn incredible and you should get the best.
toxicboy:
Yeah, 23 years is kind of a lot of disarray to reorganize. Ive been trying that myself...except I have 35 years of disarray, with more disorganization happening every day :/
Its like digging out a sand hole, the more I dig out, the more gets filled in
Its like digging out a sand hole, the more I dig out, the more gets filled in
Have you ever been assigned to come up with an idea and no matter how hard you try to think of something it just doesn't come to you? It seems as though the more you try to think of a good idea the less likely you are to come up with one, at least for me. I've been freaking out about a paper that I...
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peter_minger:
Woooooo....I made it onto the hot members thread!!! 
callxmexmorbid:
Thanks for you comment on the set that I shot with JenniRae
SHANE HELLMUTH
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SHANE HELLMUTH [Edited on Apr 20, 2004 11:40AM]
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I DON'T WANNA BE 23!!! I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA!! MAKE IT STOP!!!
I DON'T WANNA BE 23!!! I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA!! MAKE IT STOP!!!
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rickets:
And by that I mean happy birthday.
serric:
How was your B-day ? I hope you had fun and no hangover.
I spent my insomnia googling people from my past (aside from eating sunflower seeds, reading an APA manual and having asinine AIM conversations) . Turns out someone I went to elementary school with is a relief pitcher for the Milwaukee Brewers.
On a side note, I can't believe it's been 10 years since Kurt Cobain died. He was actually found dead on my 13th birthday....
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On a side note, I can't believe it's been 10 years since Kurt Cobain died. He was actually found dead on my 13th birthday....
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serric:
Wow you were 13 when he died?!! That makes You seem much younger looking at it that way.
serric:
Ahh I understand the hole mome raths thing now!! Sorry it made me ecstatic to read that and understand. Damn cool!! 
Childhood Anecdotes AKA I feel like taking a break from cramming for a neuroscience exam:
- Once I told my best friend that I didn't want to be friends with her anymore just because I felt like it.
- One of my best friends now used to touch my cooter in the second grade. Heh...cooter...
- My friends and I used to turn off the...
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- Once I told my best friend that I didn't want to be friends with her anymore just because I felt like it.
- One of my best friends now used to touch my cooter in the second grade. Heh...cooter...
- My friends and I used to turn off the...
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serric:
Ohh. Well uhhm ok. Now then feeling better ? I learned fuck and was told it meant before I heard the words penis,vagina or lesbian.
serric:
You said:Childhood Anecdotes AKA I feel like taking a break from cramming for a neuroscience exam:Thus feeling better?
I like apples. Just had two. I ate 'em up whole. I don't understand those who throw out the core. I think the whole idea of the core is an urban myth. The core does not exist. Sure there are some seeds and a bit of a harder part....but it's not inedible. The seeds are quite soft, kind of like sunflower seeds. Don't be afraid...
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cunninglinquist:
too much natural sugar, especially in the opening weeks, no fruit at all
serric:
The seeds in large doses are poison, But I like apples to. and Zin is Mature to correct you. I can still drink almost anyone under the table with everclear.
Yesterday was all country day. Today I've been listening to what I describe as "fucking great pop songs". So far on the list:
"Always Something There to Remind Me" Naked Eyes
"Stagger Lee" Lloyd Price
"Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?" The Shirelles
"Give a Little Respect" Erasure
"Cruisin" Smokey Robinson
"Reflections" The Supremes
"Come On Eilene" Dexys Midnight Runners
"Don't You Forget About Me"...
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"Always Something There to Remind Me" Naked Eyes
"Stagger Lee" Lloyd Price
"Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?" The Shirelles
"Give a Little Respect" Erasure
"Cruisin" Smokey Robinson
"Reflections" The Supremes
"Come On Eilene" Dexys Midnight Runners
"Don't You Forget About Me"...
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serric:
ohh yeah you need to go out and party more. Not that your taste is bad but to listen that much means no fun hangin out .Right? I guess I could be wrong though.
cunninglinquist:
I would add to that list, Paperback Writer by the Beatles, and maybe Yellow Submarine, Cats in the Cradle by Kat Stevens
MTV2 started re-airing Beavis and Butthead.
There is a God.
Now 5:29 am:
Fucking hell. Insomnia's a nasty bitch.
I'm watching Taxi Cab Confessions in Las Vegas. The best quote of the episode: "I'd go to Detriot if I wanted to fuck a chick with a pussy."
There is a God.
Now 5:29 am:
Fucking hell. Insomnia's a nasty bitch.
I'm watching Taxi Cab Confessions in Las Vegas. The best quote of the episode: "I'd go to Detriot if I wanted to fuck a chick with a pussy."
I've been listening to country music all day.
Now there's a statement I've never said in my life. But by golly, it's true....ya'll.
Now there's a statement I've never said in my life. But by golly, it's true....ya'll.
cunninglinquist:
and you dont have brain damage
[my recent ex is from ny