My head is pounding and no ideas are coming out. Why is it when I am forced to create an idea my mind goes completely numb? I have to write a proposal for a term paper. I have no problem writing term papers. I can't for the life of me figure out what it is I will be writing about. Have you ever felt like...
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fractal:
I can think of plenty of things that are better than a term paper...
Nietzsche says, "God is dead".
God says, "Nietzsche has syphilis".
Ba dum bum.
HAHAHAHAHAhahahhaaa...........ha.
Ummmm....not much to say. Spent the weekend working and studying. I actually have a whole day off today (I love the jewish people and their many, many high holy days) and it WILL be spent reading and doing work for my computer class. I can't right now though because I'm performing...
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God says, "Nietzsche has syphilis".
Ba dum bum.
HAHAHAHAHAhahahhaaa...........ha.
Ummmm....not much to say. Spent the weekend working and studying. I actually have a whole day off today (I love the jewish people and their many, many high holy days) and it WILL be spent reading and doing work for my computer class. I can't right now though because I'm performing...
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serric:
I want a holiday , but I'd just end up working anyway I always do. Damn and it's my choice. I need to barrow some procrastination from ya.Does it come in a pill??
serric:
I know that joke .......He put his left hand on my left shoulder his right hand on my.... hey that son of a bitch!!!
I'm gonna update my journal cuz...well....I've got school work to do.
Random thoughts:
~I find the movie "Me Without You' frighteningly relatable....except the sleeping with the same dude your friend once slept with part....that certainly has never happened.
~Sometimes I feel like I've dug myself into such an enormously deep hole that I'll never see the sun again.
~I'm looking at a stuffed tapir on...
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Random thoughts:
~I find the movie "Me Without You' frighteningly relatable....except the sleeping with the same dude your friend once slept with part....that certainly has never happened.
~Sometimes I feel like I've dug myself into such an enormously deep hole that I'll never see the sun again.
~I'm looking at a stuffed tapir on...
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toxicboy:
Well, now you have a reason to go to WDW, Rumor is that they are bringing HMH there next year 
apathy_activist:
i am not worthy of your cool club. that much is obvious.
(the first time i read 'cool club' i was thinking of a big wooden bat you hit people with to make them cool. kinda like an 'ugly stick' i guess.)
i was going through my money stuff and realized i cant afford the renewal for sg. when i check the account stuff, i was due for renewal yesterday: sunday. it hadn't come out of my account yet, so i figured i'd be cancelled today. i hope it doesn't renew retroactivly or something. not that i dont like it here, but i cant afford it now.
(the first time i read 'cool club' i was thinking of a big wooden bat you hit people with to make them cool. kinda like an 'ugly stick' i guess.)
i was going through my money stuff and realized i cant afford the renewal for sg. when i check the account stuff, i was due for renewal yesterday: sunday. it hadn't come out of my account yet, so i figured i'd be cancelled today. i hope it doesn't renew retroactivly or something. not that i dont like it here, but i cant afford it now.
I, I, I, me, me, me, my, my, my, mine, mine, mine.
= The basic synopsis of all of my journal entries.
= The basic synopsis of all of my journal entries.
toxicboy:
...So selfish
apathy_activist:
don't worry, it's all of us. that's why they're called 'journals.'
observe: i said the same thing
[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]
observe: i said the same thing
[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]
I had 9 hours of school today, the longest day of my school week, and I forgot to bring my mother bleedin cigarettes!! And for some odd reason, everyone I bummed from was smoking Marlboro Ultra Lights. What the fuck is that about??? You pay $7 a pack to smoke air??? Que??? You're not going to die any slower smoking ultra lights. Waste your money...
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apathy_activist:
i'm having the same type of semister, too. but i've run into the point where if i don't work, i might as well drop out. so here's me.. working.
come decemeber, i'll be a keener bee.
come decemeber, i'll be a keener bee.
hornitos:
my fingers smell like cigarettes
Confessions:
~I like gay porn.
~I chew the hell out of the sides of my mouth...sometimes until I draw blood.
~I obsess about people I don't even know.
~I like to pretend I'm a rock star and I pretend I'm being interviewed. My mom has heard me do this. After watching "A Beautiful Mind" she now thinks I'm schitzophrenic.
~Once when I was stoned I...
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~I like gay porn.
~I chew the hell out of the sides of my mouth...sometimes until I draw blood.
~I obsess about people I don't even know.
~I like to pretend I'm a rock star and I pretend I'm being interviewed. My mom has heard me do this. After watching "A Beautiful Mind" she now thinks I'm schitzophrenic.
~Once when I was stoned I...
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apathy_activist:
sorry. just trying to be a smart-ass. didn't wanna push the wrong button.
fractal:
-m or f is fine with me
-i chew on the inside of my lip ring
-i make up their lives to accomidate mine
-schitzos are interesting at least
-drugs are bad, but funny
-then shout
-i chew on the inside of my lip ring
-i make up their lives to accomidate mine
-schitzos are interesting at least
-drugs are bad, but funny
-then shout
I'm having an anxiety attack right now...I figured I'd share. I'm not sure if it's the heat in my house mixed with the coffee and cigarettes I've been indulging in all morning or if I'm entering the PMS zone. I have to go to work in an hour and a half and I think I might just start throwing video rentals at incoming customers.
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toxicboy:
Im sorry about your situation, I can totally understand being unhappy where you are. It took me almost 10 years to get a place by myself again, and Im lovin every minute of it. If you can afford it you should do the same, it will really put things in perspective...ie life without mom and dad...a girl on her own.
I think throwing videos at incoming customers would be a heck of a lot of fun
Thats cool that you met Artie Lang. I listen to Howard often and Artie is one of the best things about the show...was he cool?
I think throwing videos at incoming customers would be a heck of a lot of fun
Thats cool that you met Artie Lang. I listen to Howard often and Artie is one of the best things about the show...was he cool?
hornitos:
if only you knew. .
how good you got it. .
stay at the 'rents for as long as possible.
save money , pay your bills, and eat for free.
*thumbs up
i'm serious
how good you got it. .
stay at the 'rents for as long as possible.
save money , pay your bills, and eat for free.
*thumbs up
i'm serious
Who do you think you are????
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apathy_activist:
no idea.
strangeattractor:
hmm in THAT case, i am going to have to check them out. :-)
Are you judging me?
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hornitos:
i'm not intelligent enough to distinguish between judging and just plain ol' thoughts about people. . i know , that i'm glad you're back, and i'd really like to know your reasons for leaving in the first place, because i have a coupla issues with this site, and maybe they're similar.
and i can forgive you for being a tori fan , because your a zeke fan. . is that judging ? it is huh?
i'm a horrible human being.
but if you're worried about me thinking anymore than , my friend ( i hope) twasbrillig is a complete weirdo that says so many interesting things about the human condition that make me laugh out loud and i absolutely have to reply with some sarcastic comment of my own than . . .. what am i talking about.. oh forget it. .
i'm not judging you . . am i?
i'm not sure i'm drunk!
and i can forgive you for being a tori fan , because your a zeke fan. . is that judging ? it is huh?
i'm a horrible human being.
but if you're worried about me thinking anymore than , my friend ( i hope) twasbrillig is a complete weirdo that says so many interesting things about the human condition that make me laugh out loud and i absolutely have to reply with some sarcastic comment of my own than . . .. what am i talking about.. oh forget it. .
i'm not judging you . . am i?
i'm not sure i'm drunk!
strangeattractor:
i wasn't until your four little words made me think maybe i SHOULD!
Ummmm...I'm back and all...incase anyone noticed I was gone. Not much to say, other then I think my next door neighbors are killing one of their youngsters.
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apathy_activist:
i noticed. all of the best discussions and debates in the buffy group had gone silent.
welcome back.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2003]
welcome back.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2003]
hornitos:
that was a pathetic confession (growing pains) . . but i always enjoy your insight and comments. . i'm glad you're back!